A Journey Remembered
By Roby Bevan Jr.
He who tooteth not
his own horn, the same shall not be tooted.
The title is kind of corny, but I
like it. The subtitle is kind of poetic,
but I like it too.
The journey of which I speak began
in Dade County, Florida back in 1926. I
hope and expect it will end in Charles Town, West Virginia -- at a time yet to
be revealed.
Acknowledgement
Before proceeding further, I want to
acknowledge with love and gratitude the debt I owe to my wife, Mary Lee. Her support, her sense of organization, her
sheer skill at using the computer to move text around and all that computer/word
processing magic stuff—and her willingness to do so when I need her help in
getting a printed copy to see if it looks okay.
Mary Lee and I have spells when we
get to talking with one another about our own respective lives. So she knows pretty well about my past, and
she has encouraged me to get it down into a coherent and complete memoir. Or something.
Up to now she has helped me to put
together a reasonably finished account of my early life, which I plan to call
PART ONE, and which covers my life up to age eighteen. But she has pointedly commented several times
that I haven’t even “gotten to the really good stuff, yet.”
Alright, already! I’m working on it! Actually a lot of the “really good stuff” is
already written, but is not quite ready for Mary Lee to work her magic on it.
Author’s Note
This is a true account of my life as
I remember it, and commentary on some matters of interest to me. The events, as told here, are all true,
making reasonable allowances for sometimes fuzzy recall. In such cases, I have tried to capture the
spirit and meaning of the moment.
In telling my story, I have relied
on available sources of historical record to check out facts (names, dates,
places, etc.). And I have relied also
upon family lore as I remember it (and taking into account that the telling and
retelling of such things sometimes improves with age).
Looking back over the past eighty
some odd years, I am struck by the variety of experiences, good and bad, that
make up my life—places I have been, people I have known casually or have had
animated discussions with, or just recognized when I saw them and/or because
they had been key people in the Manhattan Project who had continued to work in
the development and testing of thermonuclear weapons. Most of these people have extensive records
of their lives and achievements now to be found on Google or in a number of
currently available books, in that they are now iconic figures in their
respective fields of endeavor.
I ask myself if all this really did
happen. As far as I know, it did.
January 1, 2009
Charles Town, WV
-- My story
begins a long time ago in the small town of Tifton, Georgia. There lived a little girl, a feisty and
lively little Georgia cracker. Her name
was Rosalie Alfriend. She is important
to my story, because she would, in time, become my mother.
Rosalie had a “best friend” by the
name of Doris Bevan. Doris had an older
brother by the name of Roby. He would,
of course, in time, become my father.
Although Rosalie and Doris were best
friends (off and on), Rosalie didn’t particularly like Doris’s brother
Roby. It was because Roby would
sometimes tease Rosalie. Roby’s teasing
was his childish way of getting her attention without letting on that he had a
crush on her. Maybe Doris told Roby that
he wasn’t getting anywhere with his teasing.
In any event, in time, Rosalie got to where she liked Roby, too. In fact, they got to where they liked each
other a whole lot, and they all grew together into their teen years.
When Roby was age 15, he had to drop
out of high school after his father was killed in a railroad accident. Since Roby was the oldest boy in the family,
he became the “man of the family,” and got a full-time job to help support his
mother and younger brothers and sisters.
He got a job working with a land survey crew, and began learning
surveying. Roby liked his surveying work
and decided he wanted to learn to be a civil engineer. There was no way he could go to college (he
hadn’t even finished high school). But
he began studying civil engineering through an International Correspondence
School (ICS) course.
His surveying job took him to other
parts of South Georgia, but he continued to court Rosalie when he could. They were much in love, and when she was 19
and he was 21, they got married. This
was in 1925, smack in the middle of the “Roaring Twenties,” about which you
will hear more.
Among those things that were
“roaring” in the twenties, was a “land boom” in Florida. So after their marriage, Roby and Rosalie
moved all their stuff into an apartment in Fort Lauderdale, just north of
Miami, where he would be working as a surveyor for a land company. At that time, in 1925, a lot of people from
“up east” saw Florida as a good place to live, or vacation, or even to get rich
speculating in land. There was all this wild raw land that could be acquired
cheaply, or just by staking and registering a claim on it. Much of it was swampland. Large tracts of such land in South Florida
were being surveyed (swamp and all), and sold to developers, who would build
houses, hotels, vacation and entertainment resorts (think Disney World),
gambling casinos, horse racing tracks (think Hialeah), or about anything that
people wanted for fun and pleasure. But
what about all that swamp land, and all that wild life—alligators, snakes,
turtles, bullfrogs, etc? No
problem. There was at that time no such
thing as environmental concerns and no concern about preservation of wild life for
rare and endangered species. Just kill
off the wild life (or put them in zoos)—just get rid of them. Then drain and fill the swamps and build
whatever would sell, and do whatever you think will make you money. Some people were making a lot of money that
way. The “Roaring Twenties,” you know.
My (soon-to-be) dad was not getting
rich, but the land speculation people he worked for seemed to be doing pretty
well.
The Florida land boom of the 1920s
was much in the spirit of the times, a part of a fascinating and materialistic
era of our history, later known as the Roaring Twenties. It was a period of unparalleled prosperity
for many people and a time of rapid industrial growth. Some have called it “the Second Industrial
Revolution.” It was the time of my
parents coming of age, and it was the world into which I was about to be
born.
Here I Come, Ready or Not
On September 8, 1926, my dad took my
mom to a hospital in Miami, where I was born late that night. I was blessed to be born healthy, to good
people, and in the USA.
Although my birth was doubtless a
“blessed event” to my mom and dad, there was a much bigger and less blessed
event in the making, about which my mom and dad didn’t yet know.
Far out in the Atlantic Ocean, a
tropical storm was rapidly building into a particularly large and ferocious
hurricane. A few days after my birth,
that hurricane slammed into the Florida coast at Miami/Fort Lauderdale. It killed a lot of people (estimated 350-800
people killed or missing) and destroyed a lot of south Florida. And it would put a huge dent in the Florida
land boom.
At that time, 1926, there was little
in the way news broadcasting, and even less in the way of reliable weather
forecasting. The most common mode of
mass communication, other than newspapers, was rumor. Even before the winds of the hurricane died
down, word was out that south Florida was about to be inundated with a tidal
wave that would sweep over what was left by the hurricane.
According to what I heard when I was
growing up, my mother took her new little baby and told my dad that she was
headed north, at least out of Florida, and hoped he would go with us. He did.
Not much left in Florida to survey right now.
But even without the tidal wave
(which never got there), the September 1926 Miami hurricane was said to be the
worst natural disaster to hit the US since the San Francisco earthquake in
1906.
Albany: 1926-1927
We moved to Albany, Georgia. There my dad went to work for the Georgia
Power Company, surveying rights-of-way for new electrical transmission
lines. The demand for electric power was
growing rapidly over all the country, including South Georgia.
My dad was, along with his surveying
work for Georgia Power Company, pursuing his ICS work. He particularly became interested in the
design and construction of bridges and other such structures. Although my mom and dad both liked living in
Albany, my dad wanted a chance to do structural engineering work. So within a year, they pulled up stakes and
left Albany for my dad’s new job as a junior design draftsman at Nashville
Bridge Company. He would work there for
the next several years.
Nashville -1927 to 1930
Our Life in the
“Roaring Twenties”
My earliest childhood memories are
of that time when we lived in a small rented house on Westbrook Avenue in
Nashville. My first sister, Diane, was
born in Nashville in November 1928. My
earliest memories are of my mother pushing Diane in a baby carriage as I rode
my little yellow tricycle on the sidewalk in front of our house on
Westbrook. I have some pictures of that.
Another family, the Taylor’s, lived
in a bigger house maybe two doors down from us.
Mr. and Mrs. Taylor seemed to be a little older than my parents, but
they had two children about the ages of Diane and me, and we played
together. Mrs. Taylor and our mom
visited together a lot. Mr. Taylor was a
teacher at Fisk University, a Negro school in Nashville. The Taylor’s had a “house boy” who lived with
them, a young man who was a student at Fisk University. He had a distinguished sounding name, like
Barnabus or Augustine, or something like that.
We always addressed him or referred to him by his full first name, and I
understood that I was not to ask about racial matters. Such were the times.
The first big decision I can
remember making all on my own was while riding my trike and needing to go
“tinkle.” My mom and Mrs. Taylor were
visiting. I started to go tell my mother—then
it occurred to me that I could just go in the house and do it. I did, and it made me feel like a big boy.
At some time about then, my dad
bought an automobile, a T-Model Ford. I
remember that the engine was started with a hand crank, and I remember watching
my dad getting things set to crank it up and get it started. We would sometimes ride out to Centennial
Park on a Saturday or Sunday afternoon with a picnic lunch and play with
beanbags my mother had made for us.
Sometimes my dad met a friend to play tennis—he was an avid tennis
player. One of his idols was Bill
Tilden, who dominated the tennis world then.
One time we were out riding in our
car, and I fell out of the car headfirst.
I woke up in a strange place lying on a hard bed. My mother and some other lady were there
hovering over me. I wondered where we
were and what had happened and who was that other lady with my mother. She said we were at a hospital; I had fallen
out of the car, and had broken my collarbone.
The other lady was a nurse. I lay
there thinking: I thought nursing was
when mothers feed their babies. I
thought maybe when you break your collarbone; you are supposed to get
nursed. “When I was a child… I thought
as a child.”
I didn’t get “nursed” but for what
seemed like a long time after that, I had a heavy cast on my upper body. It was uncomfortable, and I was glad when it
came off.
I remember (I was about age three)
there was a flood in Nashville. My dad
took me to work with him at the Nashville Bridge Company. It was located near a bridge over the Cumberland
River where it runs through Nashville.
We saw streets that were under water, and people were out in
rowboats. I thought it must be a lot of
fun going up and down the street in a rowboat.
But I was glad our street on Westbrook didn’t get flooded, because we didn’t
have a rowboat.
My dad took me once to a country
music program at a theatre in Nashville.
It was called The Grand Ole Opry.
It was a lot of fun. All that
music. And he took me to a circus where
I saw Tom Mix. He was a wild-west cowboy
and one of my idols. That was fun,
too. All those elephants, and other
animals, and clowns, and trapeze people flying and tumbling through the air.
But probably the biggest thing up to
that time was the Christmas that I got my first Lionel electric train. My dad spent a lot of time showing me how to
play with my new electric train. He had
made a tunnel, and a bridge that looked sort of like the bridge that went
across the Cumberland River near where he worked. My dad sure did like showing me all he knew
about playing with an electric train.
That period of my life was probably
the most idyllic time for my family up until I was about four years old. We had a radio, and Nashville had a radio
station (WSM) with a lot of happy music and other programs on it. My mom and dad would sometimes hum or sing
along with the music on the radio. My
mother called me Sonny, and there was a song on the radio called “Sonny Boy.” I thought the song was about me. There was another song called “My Diane,”
and, of course, that was about my sister Diane.
There were also a lot of love songs and jazzy music and some classical
music. We went to movies (we called them
picture shows), with Charlie Chaplin, Jean Harlow, and other movie stars. I remember the first movie I ever saw—a
picture called “Hell’s Angels”—about World War I and the use of airplanes and
dirigibles in war.
We would often visit with friends of
my mom and dad, and Diane and I would play with their children. My mom and dad would play bridge with their
friends, and we children would do our thing together.
The Nashville Bridge Company, where
my dad worked, apparently stayed pretty busy.
An automobile maker by the name of Henry Ford had figured out a way to
mass-produce automobiles on an assembly line.
As fast as Ford could make cars, people were gobbling them up at $300 a
piece. Travel by automobile was
booming. So a lot of new paved roads and
highways were being built, and bridges were rapidly replacing ferryboats to get
cars across rivers. Bridge builders had
plenty to do as automobile had become more popular.
The growing availability of electric
power promoted the use of all kinds of new electrical gadgets being made and
sold to people who wanted them--people like my parents--electric lamps, electric
irons, electric fans and heaters, radios, and even electric refrigerators to
keep food cold and to make ice. We
didn’t have an electric refrigerator, just an icebox, but we had ice delivered
every day or so from the local ice company.
One of my first memories was of one of those new machines for washing
clothes. For some reason it made a sound
that scared me when my mother did the wash.
We didn’t have a telephone, but the Taylor’s did and would let us use
theirs. There was a telegraph system
called Western Union for sending urgent messages to places far away.
The End of the Roaring Twenties and the Beginning of the Great Depression
Although the 1920s brought
prosperity to many, there were adverse affects on the farming industry. Ours was still largely an agrarian
society. As farming became more
mechanized (tractors, harvesters, etc.) and fertilizer became more available,
farm production became more efficient which caused a slump in the price of
produce. For small farms (40 acres and a
mule) the marketing of their produce had to compete with that of the large
highly mechanized farms, so the small farmer was hurt also.
While most economic indicators
pointed to unprecedented prosperity, there were other factors that weren’t seen
or were ignored. In short, the whole of
the economy rested upon unstable foundations.
Productive capacity got too far out ahead of demand. And too large a share of profits went into
the pockets of a few “captains of industry” and a few financiers who
manipulated market forces to personally enrich themselves.
Such private wealth was often
invested in blue chip stocks of a few corporations. These stocks were being
traded on the New York Stock Exchange.
We are speaking here of corporations like U.S. Steel, General Electric,
Anaconda Copper, Radio Corporation of America, General Motors, Dupont,
AT&T, Allied Chemical, and perhaps a few other such corporate giants. We are also speaking of individual captains
of industry and finance such as J. P. Morgan, Andrew Mellon, John D.
Rockefeller, Henry Ford, and others.
Early in the first half of 1929,
despite occasional sharp breaks, the stock market was still climbing
higher. A mania for speculation seemed
to sweep over the country. Thousands of
small investors poured their savings into common stocks, often purchased on
margin. This means that they paid only a
part of the cost of the stocks borrowing the rest through the broker. By September 1929, stock prices had reached
unprecedented heights.
For several days the market wavered
and then began to move downward. Most
analysts, however, contended that the New York Stock Exchange was simply
undergoing a “digestion” of the recent previous gains. A prominent Harvard economist expressed the
prevailing view that stocks had reached a permanently high plateau and would
resume their advance.
On October 24 a wave of selling and
buying sent prices steeply declining. A
record number of shares were traded that day.
Some bankers and politicians rallied to check the decline, and President
Hoover assured the people that “the business of the country is on a sound and
prosperous basis.” But on Tuesday,
October 29, (now sometimes referred to as “Black Tuesday”) the bottom dropped
out of the market. There was a panic
sell off.
As thousands of speculators were
forced to put up more margin as prices declined, and dumped their holdings in
one security to raise money to cover their investments in another, a new record
of shares were bought and sold. Prices
continued to plummet, and it was clear that the “long bull market” was a thing
of the past. Welcome to our Great
Depression.
The market having collapsed,
virtually all industrial productivity came to a halt. A national financial paralysis set in. The Great Depression, as it later came to be
known, continued throughout the decade of the 1930s.
Although the economy was nowhere
near as “globalized” then as it later became, the Depression would have
worldwide consequences. Confidence in
the supposedly perfect American system of free market enterprise, capitalism,
was all but destroyed both in America and elsewhere in the world.
It had a profound effect on my
family and was a major factor in shaping my own life.
Many books have been written
analyzing the causes of the Great Depression.
As said by John Kenneth Galbreath in his classic work, The Crash of
1929, “…the worst continued to worsen.”
As the financial market fell into
chaos, and business activity ground to a near halt, banks closed, and things
became very cheap. There was little or
no money in circulation with which to buy.
I remember in the early 1930s people coming around in horse-drawn wagons
trying to sell homegrown produce.
Watermelons were a nickel apiece.
But who had a nickel to spend on a watermelon?
Neither President Hoover (who had
been in office for only a year after the Crash occurred) nor Congress, nor any
other person of influence seemed to know what to do. Congress passed new legislation (such as the
Smoot-Hawley Act), which only made things worse.
Since my dad’s work had been in
bridge design and construction, the depression had a quick and profound effect
upon my dad’s income. Very quickly in
1930, my dad’s work situation drastically deteriorated. No more bridge building, and virtually all
construction activity stopped.
Life for my family became a
continuing quest for food and shelter. I
had not yet started to school, so I saw up close what was happening to my
parents. The same was true for tens of
millions of others in our nation. There
were no relief agencies, food stamps, Social Security. No hospitalization or health care plans.
Every family was on its own, and no
government aid would be forthcoming.
Some Personal
Observations of Our Life: 1930-1932
Since I was just a little kid, I had
no clue that anything unusual was happening.
But I do recall much, both good and bad, that happened during those
times. Much of what we did was simply
moving from place to place as my parents did whatever was necessary to keep us
in food and shelter. We moved out of our
house on Westbrook and moved into the first of a number of small apartments in
which we would live off and on for the next few years. Sometimes it was only an upstairs room and a
closet, with access to a bathroom. I
think our first move was into an upstairs apartment in Mrs. Hamilton’s house
(still in Nashville). Mrs. Hamilton was
an old widow woman (probably in her 40s) and her daughter, a tall skinny
red-haired girl named Ruby. We lived
upstairs in one bedroom and with a bathroom down the hall.
One significant event I recall when
we lived at the Hamilton’s (and of which my mother reminded me in later
years): I was about age four and was
playing in the back yard with a little dog that lived next door. A severe electrical storm came up with
crashing thunder and lightning. My
mother came to the backdoor and hollered at me to come in “right now!” I did so.
Soon after I got inside, a bolt of lightening struck the little dog, and
killed him. My mother reminded me of
that several times in my life.
As far as I know, my dad was still
“going to work” somewhere each day; maybe at Nashville Bridge Company. But he had little or no regular income. I overheard conversation between my parents
about something called scrip, which seemed to be a substitute for money. It wasn’t clear to my parents how it could be
spent. Would it pay the rent or buy
food? My dad talked about friends who
had been laid off from work. There was
no such thing as credit or credit cards.
Food purchases were all made with cash or scrip, which sometimes could
be used for money.
My dad sometimes bought a pack of
chewing gum for a family treat. He would
take out two sticks of gum, break them into two pieces, and each of the four of
us would have a half stick. That made a
pretty good treat. On the whole, I
thought life was pretty good, especially when he brought Wrigley’s spearmint, my
favorite. I still had my electric train
and my tricycle.
I noticed that we didn’t do a lot of
things we used to do. We no longer had
our car. We did a lot of walking to
places (library, church, store, park).
Skimping became a way of life, seeking out the cheapest of
everything--food, housing, clothing, and playthings. We saved everything for reuse including
sheets of paper for drawing on or making paper airplanes. My mom did family laundry with Octagon soap
and saved the wrappers for me to cut out coupons. Whatever we did, I figured that was what
every one else did, too. We learned to
make play things out of oatmeal boxes, matchsticks, scraps of soap, rubber
bands, thread spools, and about anything cheap and available. We used old newspapers for making toy hats,
kites, boats, or to be cut into strips to make paper chain links, which were
put together with paste made from flour and a little salt. Diane and I sometimes tried to see how long a
paper chain we could make. Our mom read
a lot to us before we could read. We
read all the Booth Tarkington books that were available. She would set aside a reading time for
several different days, and we would read all the way through a book over a
period of several days. Sometimes we had
discussions after each reading session.
We memorized children’s poems like Jack and Jill, Humpty Dumpty,
and children’s stories like the Three Bears, Little Red Riding Hood, and
my favorite, Jack and the Bean Stalk.
I remember having scary dreams about Jack and the Bean Stalk. I was Jack and the giant was after me.
There were small free neighborhood
libraries (thank you Mr. Carnegie) from which we borrowed books. A few years ago, Mary Lee ran across a copy
of one of my old time favorites I had told her about, and she bought it for me. She had found a copy of Miss Minerva and William Green Hill while
rummaging through some old books in a local antique shop in Charles Town. The publication date was coincidentally,
1926, the year I was born. The copy we
had owned when I was a child had, of course, long since been worn to shreds
from use. (My sister Bunny somewhere
along the way, memorized and could recite long passages from Miss Minerva, or
someone could start reading aloud anywhere in the book and she could quickly
tell you the text that followed.)
Andrew Carnegie, a wealthy
philanthropist and steel maker had created a system of small free local lending
libraries in various cities including Nashville. It seemed that there was often one within
walking distance from where we were living.
A lot of people, including my mother, read current literature for
entertainment. It was free and
available. Also my dad sometimes brought
home copies of the local newspaper, The Nashville Banner.
My dad had some health problems that
oftentimes went untreated. From early
childhood, he had asthma—a condition in which the air passages close up and
breathing is difficult. As far back as I
can remember he used an atomizer to spray an expensive medication into his
mouth and nose to open up the airways.
He often couldn’t afford to buy it when he needed it. Our living space was crowded, and often I
would hear my dad up at night wheezing trying to breathe. But he still played tennis sometimes. There were a few local tennis courts maintained
by those who played.
We lived in several different small
apartments around in Nashville (maybe having to move when we couldn’t pay the
rent). Generally, we went to church
somewhere. My parents weren’t
particularly pious people, but going to church on Sunday was standard
practice. It might have been in Sunday
school that I heard about making tea out of dried sage grass. I asked my mom if that was sage grass in the
field across the street where my dad and I sometimes flew a kite. She said it might be sage grass. Anyway it was tall and dried up. I gathered up some and brought it home for my
mother to make some sage tea. I don’t
remember how that turned out.
We continued to live in Nashville
until I was five years old. Then there
was talk of sending my mother and sister and me to Tifton, GA to live. My dad just couldn’t make enough money to
keep us together, but my grandfather, Daddy Lint, living in Tifton had a secure
job as Chief Freight Agent for the Atlantic Coastline Railroad. Arrangements were made for my mother and
Diane and me to live in a room at Mrs. Gilmore’s house near where Daddy Lint
and Momma Jo lived. We would be living
in Tifton when I started first grade.
Leaving Nashville: 1931
The Fox, the Box, and the Warehouse
Shortly before our
leaving Nashville to move to Tifton, my dad went hunting for game. He took his twelve-gage shotgun. My mom said he might bring home some rabbit
or squirrel, something that we could eat that night. He had done that before. I remember picking lead shot out of game he
had killed.
Later that day, my dad came
home. He had killed a fox. No rabbit, or squirrel, or even
possum. My mom was not happy about it. Why was he bringing home a dead fox? It wasn’t clear
whether we would eat the
fox. Anyway, he skinned it and salted
down the pelt and packed it in a bag
with a lot of salt, and put it away
somewhere. I don’t know for sure what
happened to the carcass,
but I think that might have been fox stew we had for
supper that night.
Before leaving Nashville my dad
built a big wooden box, which came to be known in our family as “the big
box.” As far as I know, all of our
earthly stuff went into the big box.
Maybe my dad’s fox skin made it into the big box. I don’t remember ever seeing it again.
In the next day or so, we left our
apartment in Nashville, walked to the bus station, and caught a bus to
Tifton. When we got to Tifton that
night, Daddy Lint met us at the bus station and took us to his house.
The big box got to Tifton by
railroad freight some days later. Some
men stored it on the second floor of the freight warehouse where Daddy Lint had
his office. That was where all the
damaged freight was usually stored: out of sight out of mind.
That warehouse became for me a special place during my
childhood. It was a huge
cavernous gloomy old building that smelled of creosote and stale tobacco and probably the
droppings
of mice, bats and other small rodents. On the lower level of the warehouse was
generally stored
incoming or outgoing freight.
Daddy Lint had a big office on one corner of the first floor. There was
a long loading platform on the rail
side for loading and unloading boxcars. During our childhood, my
cousin Bobby
and I used to roll dollies up and down that platform and play in empty boxcars standing
along side the platform. We used to
rummage through broken freight on the second floor just to see
what was in
there. Sometimes we looked through the
big box, but I don’t remember ever taking
anything out of it. In later childhood years, I looked to see
what was still in the big box, but I don’t
think anything ever changed.
As far as I know, that big box might still be sitting on
the second floor of the old warehouse.
My cousin Bobby, who lived most of his late adult life in Tifton, told
me a few years ago that things
hadn’t changed much in Tifton. He hadn’t been in the warehouse for many
years, but said it was still
there the same as always. The last time I was in Tifton was when I went
there for Daddy Lint’s
funeral in 1960.
That was also the last time I saw Bobby alive, although I talked with
him several
times after that. Bobby died
within a year or so after I last talked with him about 1999.
The big box became for our family a
sort of symbolic repository for accumulated and rarely used stuff. Through the years, before I left home for the
Navy, someone might suggest (factiously) that a lost or misplaced item might be
in the big box.
During the time
that we lived in Tifton, the Great Depression had pretty much bottomed out, and
it would stay that way for several years.
While lived there, we had enough to eat but not much variety. I got tired of cornflakes with a half a
banana or oatmeal for breakfast every morning.
We ate a lot of grits and butter, boiled okra, beans, and rice. On Sundays we usually had dinner with Daddy
Lint and Mamma Jo. Hattie, their “girl,”
usually killed a chicken on Sunday, so we had chicken, beans, and mashed
potatoes and gravy along with plenty of biscuits for Sunday dinner.
How to Kill a Pesky Bat
While
we were living at Mrs. Gilmore’s house, a bat also took up residence in the
outside wall of our room. Mrs. Gilmore
and my mother didn’t know how to get rid of the bat, and it flapped around at
night and kept us awake. My dad showed
up one day with a tennis racket. He
wasn’t there to play tennis, but he had something in mind. He took the window out of its casement, and
the stupid bat flew out of the wall and into the room instead of flying to the
outside. My dad put the window back in,
then got some gasoline in a can. He
chased the bat with his tennis racket as it flew around the room. Eventually he knocked it down with a good
solid overhand serve. Then he picked up
the bat and dropped it into the can of gasoline. I felt proud that I had just learned how to
get rid of an unwelcome bat (i.e., knock it down with a tennis racket and drop
it into a can of gasoline). I don’t
recall ever having made use of that knowledge, but it got filed away in my
memory bank of useless information to pass along to the coming generations.
Starting First Grade in Tifton: 1932
A few days before my sixth birthday,
I started to school in first grade.
There wasn’t any preschool or kindergarten. My teacher, Miss Colquitt, was a no-nonsense
lady. More than once I got paddled with
a ruler in the palm of my hand. That
seemed to be the standard method of corporal punishment.
I took to reading pretty well, but
not writing well. I remember writing my
name on the black board (they were black then, not green). I wrote the “R” or “B” backwards. When I came back to my seat and looked back
at it, I knew that something wasn’t right, but it took me a minute or so to
figure out what I had done wrong.
Although my reading skills were
pretty good for first grade, I had a harder time with numbers and
arithmetic. On my first report card, I
got a “red 4” in arithmetic. That was like
an F minus. A few days later, my dad
showed up, and we had some long sessions with flash cards, which Miss Colquitt
had sent home with me. I was getting
pretty good with numbers before my dad went back to Nashville, or wherever he
was working then.
Since we lived only a few blocks
from my school, I always walked to and from school, as most other kids
did. There wasn’t a school cafeteria, so
we brought something for lunch. I
usually took an orange. Once, I got
partway to school and remembered I had forgotten my orange. I ran back home and my mom said I should have
just skipped lunch instead of being late for school. Anyway, I got my orange and rushed back to
school, but I was late. Miss Colquit
seemed not very ready to accept my reason for being late. She said I should bring a note if I was going
to be excused for being late. I told my
mother when I got home what Miss Colquit had said. My mom wrote me a note to take to school the
next day. I don’t know what the note
said, but I had the feeling that there was a coolness between my mom and Miss
Colquit.
Life in Tifton: Getting Hit By A Car, Learning to Count to
999, and the Solar Eclipse of 1932
I
always walked to and from school in Tifton.
When it rained, I still walked but had a little light rubber raincoat
and helmet. It never seemed to get cold
in Tifton.
One day I got hit
by a car while crossing Tift Avenue (the only paved road in Tifton, I think)
while walking home from school. I
vaguely remember glimpsing the underside of the car as it passed above me. The lady who was driving the car brought me
home. I think I was unconscious part of
the time, because I remember waking up in bed.
A doctor was there. For the next
several days, I was in bed with a big headache and a huge lump on my forehead
with a little hole in the middle of it.
(For some years after that when I got hot and sweaty, a big red welt
would come up on that part of my forehead.
It gradually went away.)
After the accident, I spent several
days in bed and had a hacking cough which aggravated my hurting head. Daddy Lint used to come by to check on me and
once or twice gave me the standard remedy for cough (a spoonful of whisky with
sugar dissolved in it). While I was in
bed, I thought about numbers, and I figured out how to count to a hundred. I felt real proud that I had figured it out
by myself (well almost). I wondered how
to get beyond a hundred. I asked Daddy
Lint if there were any numbers more than a hundred. He explained it to me and told me that 101
came after 100, and helped me figure out how to get to 200. Using that new knowledge and newly acquired
logic, I figured out how to get to 999.
Then what? I wasn’t sure if
numbers went higher than that. Maybe
since there were only nine numbers, that was as far as you can go. But I remember lying in my bed thinking about
how much you can figure out just by thinking about it and figuring it out.
I recall now a thought, or maybe a
dream, I had about numbers. They were
all strung out in order on the first floor of the freight warehouse. The numbers started at the front of the
warehouse near Daddy Lint’s office and continued on to far back in a dark
corner where you could barely see 999. I
wondered if that meant that was as far as you could go with numbers. Of course, I didn‘t know anything about mega
this and giga that, which are, of course much bigger than 999. Even way back then in the dark ages.
After a few days in bed recovering,
I got well enough to go back to school, and my mother took me. There seemed to be some problem between my
mother and Miss Colquitt. I didn’t
understand what, but my mother brought me back home even before I had a chance
to eat my orange for lunch. And the next
time I went back to school I don’t think I went more than a couple of days
before my dad came to Tifton and took us back to Nashville. I don’t remember how we got back to
Nashville.
Just before leaving Tifton, there
was another impressive memory. There was
a solar eclipse in the fall of 1932. My
mother smoked a piece of glass so that I could look at the eclipse of the sun
and she explained to me what was happening.
Before leaving Tifton for another
chaotic period in Nashville, I want to say a little more about my mother’s
family.
My Mom and Her
Family
My mom, Rosalie Alfriend, was one of
two daughters born to Linton Stevens Alfriend and Josephine O’Meara
Alfriend. In my childhood, they were
known to me as Daddy Lint and Mama Jo.
My Daddy Lint was of particular importance in my young life. He was the only grandfather I ever knew--my
dad’s father having died accident before I was born. My dad’s father, like Daddy Lint, had been a
railroad man.
My mother and her sister (my Aunt
Nanette) were born in Tifton within a year of each other and were close most of
their early adult lives. My mother and
Aunt Nanette were married at about the same time, and each had a first son,
born about the same time. He was named
Robert Lee Hargrett, Jr., and I was, of course, Roby Bedell Bevan, Jr. Bobby and I spent a lot time together during
summers as we grew up. Since neither he
nor I had a brother, we were in some ways more like brothers than first
cousins. I could fill a book with “me
and Bobby” stories.
When I was little, Daddy Lint used
to let me ride up in the cab of the local switch engine, a steam-powered locomotive,
which operated in and out of the switchyards in Tifton. Sometimes we would go all the way over to
Chula or TyTy to pick up some cars, and “Uncle Charlie Lear,” the engineer,
would put me up with him in the cab of the locomotive and have me ringing the
bell all the way. A fireman would
shovel the coal into the firebox, I would ring the bell, and Uncle Charlie Lear
would handle the throttle and the brake.
I don’t remember my Daddy Lint ever
calling me by my name or even Sonny as some others called me. Instead, he called me “my little Jew
boy.” I never knew or asked why. I always understood from listening to grownup
talk that he had some “Jew blood” in his family, and I took “my little Jew boy”
as a term of endearment. I am pretty
sure Daddy Lint’s mother was a Jew.
While growing up, I remember my mother referring to the Jewish side of
her family and to the Catholic side of her family. I didn’t know at the time what she meant,
but, of course, I learned later (I hope correctly) what she meant.
Also, once Daddy Lint took me to
meet a very old bed-ridden woman whom my mother and Aunt Nanette called Bubby—I
think this is a Yiddish term for grandmother.
I met Bubby only that one time when Daddy Lint took me with him to see
her where she lived in a small town near Tifton. Bubby was then very ill with “blood
poisoning” when I met her. Daddy Lint
was much distressed when she died a few days later. So Bubby, as far as I know, would be the only
great grandparent I ever met.
Daddy Lint was a Baptist, and he
used to take me with him to the Baptist Church in Tifton when I was
little. That is where I first learned to
sing the “Sunbeam Song.”
Daddy Lint’s interests, outside of
family matters, were limited: big league
baseball, heavy weight boxing, and above all, railroading. Looking back, I would say that he was
something of an eccentric. He was not a
particularly sociable person with most people, but seemed to be highly regarded
by the many people in Tifton who knew him.
Some time after Mama Jo died, my mother and Aunt Nannette were visiting
there (in Tifton), a painter came over one morning and said that Mr. Alfriend
wanted his bedroom painted a bright orange color. He had the paint, and Mother and Aunt Nanette
let him come in and start painting. They
thought it looked hideous, and were worried about what Daddy Lint would think
when he saw it. When Daddy Lint came
home and saw it, he said: “Looks
good.”
He was, first and foremost, a
railroad man. I remember hearing stories
(probably mostly from my mother) about how when they were growing up, he wanted
to spend all of his time hanging around the railroad station and switchyards in
Tifton. Railroading was just in his
blood. He had a lot of railroad
knowledge stored in his head. It was a
kind of accepted idiosyncrasy of Daddy Lint that at any time, in any social
situation, he might pull out his gold Waltham railroad watch and announce that
he guessed old number 26 would be pulling out of Orlando in about four more
minutes. Or: “I guess the Palmetto
Special ought to be coming into Jacksonville about now.” He, like Benito Mussolini, wanted the
railroads to run on time.
Daddy Lint liked baseball and was
pretty good at playing “catch.” He and
I used to play catch when he would visit us in Knoxville. Soon after Mama Jo died and he was spending a
few days with us in Knoxville, he and I walked down Washington Pike together to
the barbershop. I remember his telling
me about a run in he had with a man named Harvey Firestone. It had something to do with disparaging
remarks made by Mr. Firestone about ACL shipping of Firestone tires to
southeastern destinations. Daddy Lint,
modest man that he was, told Mr. Firestone where he could get off and to find
another shipper. He was what I would
call a quixotic person; we shared several interests, but he sometimes surprised
me how much he knew about a few things and how little he new about a lot of
other things.
Daddy Lint’s wife (my mother’s
mother) was Mama Jo. I understood that
Mama Jo’s family had been Yankees and were Catholics. She had been a rebellious child, and had been
sent to a convent in Virginia when she was young. She ran away from the convent and (I know not
how) she wound up marrying Daddy Lint, and lived with him in Tifton until she
died
Mama Jo was something of a recluse,
and I rarely saw her even in her own house.
And all the time I spent in Tifton with Daddy Lint, I remember having
only one brief conversation with Mama Jo.
I was passing through the living room where she was sitting sipping on a
cup of hot water and listening to the radio.
She often sipped on hot water, and I never knew why. It was part of her chronic illness. On the radio there was something about an
English king (George?) who would be succeeded by Edward. I paused and asked Mamma Jo if all English
kings were named either George or Edward.
She answered, “No.” I said I
thought the king before George had also been named Edward. She acknowledged that to be true.
She was a quiet soft-spoken lady of
few words. I never felt close to her as
a grandmother, except in a formal sense.
She died shortly after I last saw her when I was about nine or ten years
old. I have a portrait of Mama Jo taken
when she was young, perhaps about age 20.
She looked like a beautiful and elegant Victorian young lady.
Mama Jo had a sister, Mimi (also
Catholic), who lived in Atlanta. About a
year or so after Mama Jo died, Daddy Lint married Mimi and brought her to
Tifton to live in the house where he and Mama Jo had lived. My mother and my
Aunt Nanette (and Bobby and I) liked Mimi very much. Mimi was a kindly person and tried hard to
make Daddy Lint happy, but he apparently never got over losing Mama Jo. Mimi once told my mother and Aunt Nanette
that Daddy Lint had kept a lock of Mama Jo’s hair in a little bottle in their
bathroom. Sometimes he would lock
himself in the bathroom and cry. Mom and
Aunt Nanette felt sorry for Mimi, who just couldn’t replace Mama Jo as Daddy
Lint’s wife.
Another twist to that story – Mimi
became very ill several years after she and Daddy Lint were married, and she
eventually died. Sometime after that
Daddy Lint married a third O’Meara sister, (name ?). I didn’t to know her well, but she didn’t
seem to be as pleasant a person as Mimi.
Bobby and I didn’t like her.
I have no idea how all three Yankee
Irish Catholic sisters wound up in Georgia married to Daddy Lint, a part Jewish
Southern Baptist.
One more incident concerning Daddy
Lint: He generally slept with a pistol
under his pillow. One summer when we
were visiting at their house, Diane found the pistol, and she fired it and blew
a hole in the ceiling of their dining room.
My mother didn’t know whether to be mad at Diane or Daddy Lint, but it
was obviously something that shouldn’t have happened.
A Little More
About My Mom
My mother was a strong-willed lady
who was fiercely protective of my dad--who was not always easy to live
with. She had a strong streak of both
idealism and pragmatism, and had a particular love of reading. Being a voracious reader, she organized her
children in reading sessions in which she would read to us. When we children learned to read well enough,
each of us kids would be called on to read, also.
She was proud of my dad’s success in
overcoming handicaps and adverse circumstances to accomplish what he did in
life. My dad was sometimes hard to get
along with, and her stubborn and tenacious nature generally came to the fore in
times of stress. She tried hard to be a
good wife and a good mother. Her passion
for reading and learning rubbed off on her children.
My mom had taken Latin in high
school, and she still remembered a lot of it.
When I later started to high school, she said I should take Latin. I had not taken any Latin in my first two
years. Before starting my junior year,
she more strongly “suggested” that I do take Latin. I did take two years of Latin (grades 11 and
12), and it turned out to be the only subject in high school in which I came
close to making straight A’s for those two years.
My mom’s passion for reading
continued until she went blind (macular degeneration) a few years before she
died. She became somewhat embittered as
she slowly lost her sight. Tape cassette
recordings for the blind were just beginning to be made available about then
(1980s). Before she died, I tried to
persuade her to listen to recorded books.
She was stubborn and insisted on trying to get glasses that would restore
her ability to read. While I was living
in Maryland then, I arranged through Recording for the Blind in Bethesda to
have their counterparts in Phoenix to help her.
I eventually went to Phoenix/Sun City where they were living and tried
to get her set up with several recorded books that I knew she would like. But she continued to reject all such
efforts. She died soon after that in
about 1985.
The Second Nashville
Period: 1932
Having told of
some things that I wanted to be made known about my mother and her family
background, my story will now return to our life after our period of living in
Tifton. I was still in first grade when
we returned to Nashville, and the country was still deep into the
Depression. I don’t know where my dad
was working than, but he used to go to work somewhere. Maybe it was part time at the Nashville
Bridge Company. I don’t know. But we still ate a lot of oatmeal and cold
storage eggs, because they were cheap and nourishing. We had an icebox, but sometimes no ice. When milk would “clabber,” our mom would
drain off the thin part and stir up the thick part and add vanilla flavoring
and sugar, and we ate it like ice cream (or maybe yogurt, although I had never
heard of yogurt until later years). Not
bad, but our second Nashville period in 1932 was fairly short, especially
chaotic, and one of the most stressful times of our lives. Generally we seemed to be hanging on by our
teeth.
When
we got back to Nashville, we seemed to have trouble finding a place to
stay. I was still changing schools a
lot. I remember learning more street
names in Nashville as we continued moving in and out of small apartments. I don’t remember all of them, but I do
remember some things I will tell about.
For some reason I went to at least two or three more schools before
finishing first grade. I went to Ross
School, maybe Bailey for a day or two, and then to Eastland Elementary in
Nashville. I wasn’t doing well in
school. Things got even more grim during
that second Nashville period.
For a short time, maybe a week or
two, we lived in a duplex house on Belmont Boulevard. We had no furniture—just boxes and a hot
plate, and some blankets to sleep on. We
had taken them from the big box still in Tifton. It was Easter, and we had no places to hide
Easter eggs, as had been our custom. It
was raining outside, so we skipped Easter that year.
When I started going to another
school near there, I got lost walking home on the first day. A policeman brought me home. But the next day, I got lost again coming
home, and again was brought home by a policeman. My dad then walked me to and from the school
and said if I got lost again, he was going to spank me. I didn’t get lost again, because I had now
figured out what was happening was that when I went to school, I went in a door
at one end of the building. But when
school was out, I came out on the opposite end of the building, so I got headed
in the wrong direction.
Once we lived for a short time at
the Beasley’s. Piggy Beasley was a
little bigger than me and was a bully.
Once he hit my sister Diane in the eye with a mud ball. Maybe it was an accident, but I felt guilty
because I didn’t even try to beat him up.
We lived there only a few days and then moved to the Todd’s. They were nice people.
Cyclone in Nashville 1932—A Memorable Event
While were living at the Todd’s,
late one afternoon, my mother sent my dad to a little grocery store in our
neighborhood. As my dad and I walked to
the store and back, one of us commented on how the air felt funny. The sky appeared to be an ugly yellow. It was a very hot sultry day and the air was
still. It just felt weird.
When we got back from the store, it
was nearly dark. Mom was fixing
something to eat and Diane was jumping on the bed. It was getting darker outside when we began
to hear a roaring sound from the open window.
My dad went over to the window.
It had gotten dark, and the roar sounded like a train coming toward
us. He hollered to my mother and grabbed
us kids, and we ran into the hallway and to the head of the stairs. All the lights went out. The roaring sound grew louder. We heard the shattering of glass and a loud rumbling
sound above us. It was dark and we were
stumbling down the stairs. The Todd’s
were standing in the living room down stairs, and we joined them there.
Then everything became very
quiet. All the lights were out, but
there was a faint glow of a street lamp down the street. Mr. Todd and my dad went outside and looked
around. It was dark, but they said they
could see the house across the street and it appeared to be destroyed.
We went back up stairs. It was still dark—the electricity was still
off. When we got up stairs, my dad felt
around to get his big flashlight where he always kept it. I think he took Diane to the bathroom so
maybe she wouldn’t wet the bed.
The next morning dawned bright and
clear and cold. My dad didn’t go to
work, but he and Mother and Diane and I went walking around that part of
Nashville and saw a lot of houses that had been severely damaged. Some had outside walls that were torn off,
and you could see furniture still in the rooms in the house. We later learned that nine people had been
killed by the cyclone in Nashville; many others injured. In our own back yard, a large tree had been
uprooted and was lying on the ground. I
used to play, climbing around on the tree, while we still lived there.
Within a few days after the cyclone,
I returned to Eastland School; but we were now preparing to move again. This time we would move to Waycross, GA where
we would live with Nothermama. She was
my dad’s mother and would be the other important grandparent in my life--maybe
the most influential grandparent in my life.
Living in Waycross:
1933
Leaving Nashville
Again
A couple of days after the cyclone
excitement died down, I returned to Eastland School before leaving to be sent
to Waycross to live with Nothermama.
Of all the schools I had been to,
Eastland was the only one I really liked.
My teacher at Eastland was especially nice, and when she learned that I
would be moving away, she planned a going away party for my last day at
school. She invited my mother and my
sister Diane to the party. At the party,
we sang some happy “party songs” that we had learned at school. Diane, of course, had not learned these songs
with my class, but she wanted to sing another song, “When They Cut Down the Old
Pine Tree.” It was one of those mournful
hillbilly songs she had heard on the radio.
Diane had always been a quick learner, one who easily picked up on
everything she heard or read. I think
she learned to read before she started to school.
Anyway, most of us didn’t know “When
They Cut Down the Old Pine Tree,” so she volunteered to sing it a cappello:
When
they cut down the old pine tree,
And
they hauled it away to the mill,
To
make a coffin of pine for that old gal of mine,
When
they cut down the old pine tree.
My teacher (I wish I could remember
her name) complemented Diane on how well she sang the song. Diane was pleased, and volunteered to sing
the second verse, too. My mother
intervened at that point and told Diane that was enough.
In the next day or so, my dad put us
on a bus bound for Waycross.
Nothermama in
Waycross: 1932-1933
Waycross was typical of the many
small towns in southern Georgia—smaller, I think, than Tifton. Everything in Waycross seemed to be in easy
walking distance.
As I recall, when we got to the bus
station in Waycross, we just walked to Nothermama’s house on Folk street. She put us up in her two upstairs
bedrooms. We were not crowded. My mother had one of the rooms, and Diane and
I shared an adjoining bedroom. Nothermama
had her bedroom down stairs.
I was enrolled in the Waycross
Grammar School, and the teacher and pupils were nice. In fact, about everything seemed nice in
Waycross, and particularly Nothermama.
She was warm and “grandmotherly” toward Diane and me in a way I had not
experienced before.
My first or second day at school in
Waycross I didn’t know where the boys restroom was, and for some reason I
didn’t want to ask, so I “held it” all day.
Walking on my way home from school, I wet my pants. When I got home, my mom asked why my pants
were wet. I said I guess it was
sweat—“it sure is hot out there.” She
didn’t press it even though it was not even a hot day.
My memories of Waycross during that
period are fond ones. I had never lived
in such a small, self-contained town.
Most streets were tree lined, shaded, with sidewalks along every
street. There were few cars, and people
generally walked everywhere.
I had an older cousin there, Sandy,
who used to ride me on his bike. Sandy
was the son of one of my dad’s most un-favorite older sisters, but he was a
nice guy.
Sandy was in the third or fourth
grade, but he was already a hustling entrepreneur. He used to buy Coca Colas wholesale in a
wooden 24-bottle rack, and get a bucket of free ice shavings from the local
icehouse. He would chill some of the
Cokes in the ice bucket and take them to the bus station and sell them for a
nickel apiece to incoming bus passengers.
He would let me help him sometimes, and would give me a free Coke if
business was good that day. I wasn’t
supposed to drink cokes, but I did anyway when he gave me one.
When I wasn’t in school, I was
pretty much free to roam around all over Waycross, generally barefooted. Nothermama’s house was only a few blocks from
“town” where there were a few stores and a shady grassy park. One of the stores sold shoes, and they had an
x-ray machine that you could put your foot into and see the bones of your
foot. I thought that was pretty
neat.
Sometimes I would go to town just to
see the bones in my foot and would spend some time at the grassy park there and
would listen to some guy or another holding forth about the government, and
Hoover, and how they never did anything to help the people. I didn’t know who or what the government, or
who Hoover was, but some people seemed to get pretty wound up about it.
Sometimes there was a guy there who
played a hurdy-gurdy. And he had a
monkey with him on a leash. He would
play music on the hurdy-gurdy, and the monkey would dance. And the guy would feed the monkey
peanuts. Sometimes people would drop
coins into a tin cup he carried around.
And there was sometimes another guy
who had a little steam box on wheels and sold hot tamales. They were big fat hot tamales, wrapped in
corn shucks, and he sold them for a nickel or dime apiece, I don’t remember
which. It seemed like everything then
(soft drinks, candy bars, a pack of chewing gum, etc.) cost a nickel. Those hot tamales were almost as good
tasting as the pineapple upside down cakes (the best I’d ever eaten before Mary
Lee came along) that Nothermama used to make for me when I asked her to. Sometimes she would let me do chores for her,
like cleaning out the goldfish bowl, or sweeping the kitchen, and she would pay
me a nickel, which I usually spent on hot tamales from the hot tamale man. I still like hot tamales, but they don’t
taste quite as good as they did then.
Nothermama taught me a lot of
practical things like how to load a mousetrap with cheese without getting your
fingers mashed. And how to flush the
mouse down the toilet. She used to keep
a loaded mousetrap in a corner of her pantry, and I used to tend to the
mousetrap, and she would pay me a nickel when I caught one and flushed it down
the toilet. Sometimes I sat in the
corner of the kitchen and watched Nothermama cook and would ask her questions
about my dad when he was a little boy. I
remember she told me one time that when my dad was a little boy about my age,
he used to say that he bet he could eat a dozen fried eggs (when I was growing
up, I noticed that my mother always cooked eggs for my dad for
breakfast). When he kept making that
claim about eating a dozen eggs, one morning Nothermama had a dozen eggs and
told my dad that she would keep frying eggs as long as he would eat them, but
if she fried it, he had better eat it.
She said he ate about seven or eight eggs and said he guessed he had had
enough for now.
At some time when we were living
there, Diane got real sick, and we were afraid she was going to die. She had diphtheria, which was often
fatal. When she was in a coma, the doctor
had gone or sent to Atlanta to get some antitoxin. He came out to the house and gave her shots,
and over time she recovered. Afterward
Mom and Nothermama scrubbed down the walls of the room where Diane had been
sick. I guess to kill all the diphtheria
germs that might be still in the room.
While Diane was sick, I had been
moved to sleep with my mom. I noticed
that she was getting pretty big around the middle, and she had been sick
too. Then I came home from school one
day and found that I had a new little baby sister. She was named Janet Aurelia Bevan, but
someone said that she looked like a little bunny rabbit, so we always called
her Bunny. I had been moved back to the
other room with Diane, and my mom slept with Baby Bunny.
I awoke one night
and heard my mother and Baby Bunny both crying in the other bedroom. Mother was trying to nurse Bunny and was
trying to use a breast pump. Diane was
still asleep soundly in bed with me.
Nothermama was praying long and loudly in her bedroom She was a
Nazarene, and was the most “religious” person I had ever know. Although I really liked living in Waycross,
that night was a real low point in my life up to then. That night, my mother had broken down in a
way I had never seen her before, and I felt a sense of despair on my mother’s
part. I got up to see if I could help in
any way. Mother told me to go back to
bed and stay there. I don’t remember
much else about that night, except that I was very sad. I got back in the bed where Diane was still
sleeping soundly. It helped a little that
she had not yet wet the bed.
I have been giving a “little”
picture of what our lives were like living in Waycross in 1933, but during that
time things were changing in our country that would bring a brighter future for
us. So I will tell something of the
bigger picture that was happening on the national political scene during this
same 1932-1933 time frame. And since we
are about to all get back together with my dad for good, I want to say a little
bit more about my dad and his upbringing..
A Little More
About My Dad and His Family
Earlier I told of my dad having
worked in Florida as a surveyor, with ambitions of becoming a civil
engineer. He did fulfill his ambition,
but he had a lot to overcome in doing it.
When my dad was born in 1904, he was
found to be a severe asthmatic. His
mother (my “Nothermama”) sometimes gave him mouth-to-mouth resuscitation to
keep him breathing. His asthma condition
improved somewhat over time, but it was a condition that was with him well into
adulthood.
From my dad’s early childhood, he
spoke with a fairly severe stutter--a “clonic blockage”--a speech impediment
that persisted in varying degrees of severity throughout his life. I inherited that trait, and in earlier times
of my life, it was a significant factor in my own social and career
development. It rarely bothers me in
later years.
In my dad’s case, he was sent as a
child to a special school in Detroit, Michigan for his speech condition. They were not able to cure him by any means,
but they did teach him some techniques that were helpful. He taught them to me after I began to develop
a similar speech impediment in my school days.
My own speech problems were a factor in my young life and well into my
adult life.
My dad was a stubborn and competitive
person. In sports he was a good tennis
player. In Knoxville, to which we would
all be moving before long, he was said to be one of the better tennis players
in the city. Still later on in Houston,
TX he took up golf and became a real good
golfer. He played to win.
Dead Reckoning
When my mom and dad moved from
Houston to Mobile, in about 1958, Dad took up boating and deep-sea
fishing. After a couple of years of
boating in Mobile Bay and out in the Gulf, he became a student of navigation. In fact, he wrote a book on navigation for
small boat users in the Gulf Coast area.
Apparently, it was a pretty good little book. I have seen (but do not now have) a copy of
the book and don’t know the details of its publication. But I remember that it did have a forward, or
preface, written by the Commandant of the U.S. Coast Guard for the Gulf Coast
District, extolling the merits of the book.
While he would at times be petty and
unreasonable, he could also be self-deprecating and admit to his sometimes overblown confidence. He told me the following story in the
presence of my mother, and we all got a good laugh.
Sometime after his book was
published, he took his small out-board cabin cruiser out by himself into Mobile
Bay, going out beyond the Dauphin Island Lighthouse, and on past Sand Island,
and headed out into the Gulf. He ran
into unexpected foul weather and decided he had better head back to
Mobile. Somehow, his compass or sextant,
or something, seemed not to be behaving correctly. The weather was closing in and he couldn’t
see the stars. His navigation got pretty
shaky. After dark, he sighted a light
far ahead off his port bow, which he took to be the Dauphin Island
Lighthouse. He made a course correction
that should bring him into Mobile Bay, thence into the harbor. On through the night, he stayed in sight of
the light, making course corrections to compensate for strong crosswinds. After a while, he could see land, but it
didn’t appear to be Dolphin Island. And
it didn’t look like the entrance to Mobile Bay.
I wasn’t. It wasn’t even
Alabama. He was putting into Pascagoula,
Mississippi. He got his boat tied up to
a dock and found a phone and called Mom to come and get him.
The Bigger Picture:
USA and Beyond 1932-1933
Before my digression on my dad, I
was telling of the time we were living in Waycross with my dad’s mom
Nothermama. But something had been
happening far beyond Waycross during that time that would enable us, my mother
and dad and sisters and I, to get back together for a long time, as a stable
family unit.
While we were living in Waycross, a
national election had taken place and a new president elected, with new
promises and new ideas of ways to “go forward” and propel us out of the
Depression. For several months, before
the new president would be inaugurated in March 1933, voices were being raised
questioning the adequacy of our system of government.
When Franklin Delano Roosevelt (FDR)
was elected President in November 1932, our nation was, of course, still deeply
mired in the Great Depression. Although
he was elected in November 1932, the new president (Roosevelt) was not
inaugurated until March 1933. During this
period, the Depression had worsened, so that by the time Roosevelt was inaugurated
(March 1933), things had gotten about as bad as they could, short of a complete
breakdown of the government. There was
open talk of anarchy, and a growing advocacy of communism as a better system of
government. Many believed it was
working well in Russia, and our democratic form of government had failed to
provide answers to our current intolerable situation.
Many in our country had been taken
in by the wildly distorted reports of Walter Duranty, Moscow Bureau Chief for
the New York Times. He was reporting on
the great success of the Soviet system, Communism, and Russia. He said nothing about the mass starvation in
the Ukraine, and other horrible conditions attending Soviet Communist Russia.
Some people in our country were
advocating our getting rid of our capitalistic, democratic form of government
and replacing it with the successful socialistic system in Russia. I remember once in Waycross when some men (I
think one was Sandy’s daddy) were sitting on the front porch of Nothermama’s
house talking in pretty strong terms (no cussing, though) about radical changes
in our government that needed to be made.
Nothermama came out and told them that she didn’t want to hear that kind
of talk on her front porch, and they could go somewhere else for that kind of
talk. They broke up their meeting and
left.
After his inauguration, March 1933,
Roosevelt immediately began putting into place a plethora of new Federal
programs designed to bring about economic recovery of the country. It was, as he had promised, a New Deal. An important part of the New Deal was the
creation of something called the Tennessee Valley Authority (TVA). The TVA was
not only one of the earliest, but was ultimately one of the most successful of
all the New Deal programs.
The TVA was a public works program
that in time became a model world wide for developing natural resources of a
geographic area. For the Tennessee
Valley (the river and its tributaries), it was a system of hydroelectric dams
to harness “wild” rivers and manage flood control, produce huge amounts of
hydroelectric power, and produce large amounts of phosphate fertilizers to
increase farming yields from worn out soil.
And it would put a lot of people back to work doing useful things.
Now, what does all that have to do
with us? A whole lot, as we will soon
see.
While we were still living in
Waycross in the fall of 1933, unknown to me at that time, my dad had hitchhiked
to LaFollette, Tennessee where this newly created TVA was taking job
applications at the Russell Hotel in LaFollette. There my dad got signed on as a junior design
draftsman at $2,000 per annum. In early
November 1933, my dad would come and pick us up and bring us to Lafollette
where he had rented a house where we would live until moving on to
Knoxville. Then we would be living in
Knoxville for the next twelve years.
So the TVA was for our family an
early passport out of the worst of the depression. For the country as a whole, however, there
would not be anywhere near full employment for another five or six years. The
TVA, of course, was only one of a number of New Deal programs designed to put
people back to work. Some worked pretty
well, some didn’t work well at all, and some were abolished by the Supreme
Court. You could depend on the Supreme
Court to help things along even back then.
By 1939, when WWII began, there would be ramping up of industry and a
return of some semblance of prosperity as we began to prepare for the possible
coming of another world war.
Back Together Again for a Long Time: 1933-1944
Our Trip from
Atlanta to LaFollette, TN
With my dad’s new job with TVA,
there was reason to believe that now things would get better for our
family. And they did.
In late October 1933, my dad was
going to come down to Georgia and pick us up, and we would move into a house in
LaFollette where he would be working at his new job at TVA.
I don’t know why we left Waycross
and went to Atlanta to stay a day or so with my mother’s Aunt Mimi. But it was Atlanta where my dad came to pick
us up to take us to LaFollette to begin our new life as a family. We loaded everything we had (except what was
still in the big box in Tifton) and left Atlanta for LaFollette.
The trip from Atlanta to LaFollette
was a memorable event in the lore of our family. What would now be an easy four
or five hour drive from Atlanta to LaFollette was for us a “long days journey
into night,” then another days journey getting to LaFollette.
When we left Atlanta (it was
probably about the first of November 1933) Mom had prepared bottles of formula
for baby Bunny. We stopped somewhere
north of Atlanta (probably in Marietta) at a drug store for a sort of
celebration party. Back then most drug
stores had a soda fountain. Diane wanted
chocolate milk in a soda glass. Mom and
Dad each ordered a dope (then a commonly used name for Coca Cola). I wanted a dope, too. I had never been allowed to drink a
dope, but they let me have one with them.
I was feeling the beginnings of a stomachache, but it wasn’t going to
dull the joy I felt. I was still in a
euphoric mood (maybe it was the dope) when we left the drug store and continued
our journey toward LaFollette.
My dad had told me about a big
mountain out behind the house where we would be living in LaFollette. I imagined how much fun that would be sliding
down the mountain. I had always been a
little flatlander, and I figured I could just sit on the top of the mountain
and slide down on my seat. That would be
some fun!
As the trip continued, it was growing
dark and stormy. The mood among us began
to get a little somber. My dad had just
bought the car (a 1928 Chevrolet) only a few days before. He said that he’d paid $20 for it. That sounded like a lot of money to me, so I
figured it must be a pretty good car. As
we continued on, it got darker and stormier.
The rain was pouring down, and water was getting in the car. We found that the overhead lights didn’t
work, so my dad couldn’t see the map in the dark, and he couldn’t find his
flashlight and his atomizer. He was
wheezing pretty badly and needed that atomizer. Mother tried searching around for it in the
jumble of things in the dark, and we were getting wet and cold. My stomachache was getting worse. We seemed to be lost. Baby Bunny was screaming her little head off,
and Mother was trying to feed her, but she kept spitting up and screaming. My dad was having a bad asthma attack, and
couldn’t find his atomizer in the dark.
I don’t know if we were even on a
paved road. Back then many highways were
not paved, and there were few route markers.
We were plainly lost in the dark and the rain. My dad stopped the car and got out to try to
get some air. It was pouring down rain,
and he was standing out there trying to breath.
Diane and I were sitting in the back seat, and I remember murmuring to
nobody in particular “I don’t think this is the way to LaFollette or anyplace
else.” Diane suggested that we ought to
stop somewhere and get something to eat--she was hungry. The rain kept pouring and Bunny kept crying.
When my dad got back in the car, he
said that he could see a light up ahead.
We started moving again heading toward the light. There was a farmhouse up ahead with a porch
light on. I don’t know if we were still
on the road or if we were in a field, but we made it up to the farmhouse. My dad got out and went up onto the porch and
knocked on the door. The man who
answered the door could see that we were in distress. He and his wife took us in and gave us a
place to sleep. When we were all bedded
down, Diane said she wanted some supper.
Mother said to be quiet and go to sleep, “We will eat in the
morning.” Bunny had cried herself to
sleep. My stomachache continued, but I
got to sleep.
The next morning was bright and
beautiful. The nice people gave us
something to eat, and we proceeded on toward LaFollette. Baby Bunny was crying again, but wouldn’t
eat. We arrived at LaFollette that
afternoon, and my parents immediately took Bunny to a doctor or a pharmacist
who suggested another baby formula.
LaFollette:
November, December 1933
The small house my dad had rented
for us was on the highway between LaFollette and Jacksboro. It was within walking distance of the school
that I would be attending for another go at second grade. Next door to us there was a young lady named
Carmen Stout who was a teacher at the school I would be attending. She had a piano, and wanted to teach my
sister Diane to play. I was surprised at
how quickly she learned to play some songs using both hands. Diane always seemed to have more artistic
talent than all the rest of us put together.
School in LaFollette was okay, but I
had a little trouble understanding East Tennessee hillbilly talk (“far” for
“fire,” “poke” for “paper bag,” “take and” added before an action verb). It was now late November, and we would live
there only until the coming Christmas holidays, at which time we would move on
to Knoxville. It was close to
Thanksgiving (1933) and we were learning some Thanksgiving songs in school that
I had not known before (some of them are now in our Baptist Hymnal).
The night before Thanksgiving, we
bought a live chicken and put it in a little outbuilding in the back yard. The next morning, Thanksgiving Day, my dad
and I went out back and got the chicken, which we would have for our
Thanksgiving dinner. There was a
chopping block out back and a hatchet, and he told me to hold the chicken on
the chopping block so that he could chop its head off with the hatchet. I held the chicken on the block, and Dad came
down with the hatchet. I let go of the
chicken too soon, and he missed the chicken, which went running and flapping
and squawking across the yard and out to the front yard and across the highway. My dad went chasing after it. After a while my dad disappeared chasing
after the chicken. I was standing there
wondering what I should be doing to help.
In a little while, he came back without the chicken, and he was pretty
mad.
My mother cooked dinner with no
chicken, and so no chicken gravy. She
made some kind of gravy out of something, I think. But I put a lot of butter on my rice instead
of using the “gravy.” It tasted pretty
good to me. I had just learned a song
that went “I like mountain music, good old mountain music, played by a real
hillbilly band.” I was thinking about
that song when I was eating rice and butter.
I made up a song: “I like rice and butter, good old rice and butter,
made by a real hillbilly band.” Nobody
seemed to appreciate my humorous song.
Coming of Age in
Knoxville: TVA and Other Authority
During the Christmas holidays that
followed, we moved from LaFollette into a furnished house on Cecil Street in
Knoxville. The TVA headquarters would be
located in Knoxville where my dad would be working for the next 12 years. I enrolled in Brownlow Elementary School for
(I think) the fourth time in second grade.
We continued to live on Cecil Street where I finished second grade and
started third grade at Brownlow.
Soon after we had moved to
Knoxville, our 1928 Chevy got stolen. It
wasn’t much of a car anyway, even though it did get us from Atlanta to
LaFollette and then to Knoxville. My dad
reported it stolen but then bought an old Plymouth which would need some repair
work.
Soon after that, one Saturday afternoon,
he and I were walking along Market Street in Knoxville. We saw that Chevy sitting at curbside. We looked it over and it was indeed our old
Chevy. It still had the door handle off
on the rider’s side and other identifying marks. I asked my dad if he wasn’t going to get it
back. We wanted to get home to hear the
Tennessee-Auburn game on the radio. He
said we just leave it here and lets get home and listen to the Auburn
game. Okay by me. We already had the Plymouth, anyway. I remember thinking that I hoped that the guy
that had stolen the old Chevy had as much trouble with it as we had.
I remember the Plymouth had a
feature called “free wheeling” which was supposed to save on gas. I think gas cost about a dime a gallon
then. The free wheeling device never did
work right, anyway. We didn’t have a lot
of luck with cars. Sometime not long
after that, a tree fell on the Plymouth and mashed in the top.
My dad and I were out one night
working on the car. I was holding the
light, and he was wielding a hammer and trying to beat out the bent in
top. He hit his thumb with a hammer, and
I think it was the first time I heard him say out loud a “four-letter”
word. I think it was “hell” or
“damn.” Maybe something a little
stronger.
One bright sunny day, my mother
walked us kids two blocks down Cecil Street toward Broadway, a highway coming
into Knoxville from the north. A lot of
people were gathered there awaiting a big event. President Roosevelt was going to come along
that way on his way to see Norris Dam, then under construction, and to dedicate
the newly created Smokey Mountain National Park. Eventually a motorcade headed by motorcycles
came down Broadway toward town. The
entourage included a large black car that President Roosevelt presumably was
riding in. I’m not sure that I saw him,
but I did see the car go by. That was a
big deal for me, because I had heard a lot about President Roosevelt from my parent’s
conversations and at school. He had made
TVA, and had done a lot of other good things that were getting us out of the
Depression.
Our house on Cecil Street was
located directly across from an orphanage. a large sprawling looking building
set back from the street in a wooded area.
We could see the orphanage kids and they could see us. But looking across the street, between us on
one side and the orphans on the other side, seemed like a big barrier. I wondered why that was so. I wondered where or if the orphans went to
school. My mother didn’t know, either.
In our furnished rented house on
Cecil Street, we had a wind-up Victrola record player with a lot of 78 RPM
records. I liked to play it and learned
some of the songs by listening to the records.
I wanted to take guitar lessons, but my parents said that maybe we could
afford it sometime, but not now. I did
get a Daisy BB gun (with admonitions never to point it at anyone). I was age seven then—maybe eight. Some older boy took my BB gun away from
me. He was bigger than me, and I didn’t
know him. My dad got angry, but what
could I do about it?
I also got my tonsils removed about
that time, and got my first pet, a little black bunny rabbit, for Easter. Soon after which, I got measles and was
confined to a dark room for a few days.
My Dad had built a nice, sheltered pen out in the back yard, but somehow
my little black rabbit had gotten out and run away while I was in dark
quarantine with measles I looked all
over for my little rabbit, but never saw it again. Life goes on.
My dad had a problem with our house
on Cecil Street. It had a hot air coal
furnace in the basement with registers in the floors. The hot air furnace aggravated my dad’s
breathing problem (or so he thought).
While I was partway into third grade we moved from Cecil Street to a
house on Money Place in Knoxville. It
was only one block from Belle Morris Elementary School, so I transferred from
Brownlow to Belle Morris. I would
continue in school there until I finished the sixth grade.
Recently, in talking with my sister,
Bunny, (now living in Israel) she asked me if I knew why we moved around so
much when we were kids. I said I knew
why we were moving before she was born in Waycross, but after getting to
Knoxville (by way of Atlanta and LaFollette), I really didn’t know why we kept
moving to different houses. Maybe by
then it was just a habit.
I think we moved to the Money Place
house because the rent was cheaper and it did not have a hot air furnace. (I think it was $20 per month.) Since we didn’t have central heating--just a
coal stove, two fireplaces, and a “coal oil” stove with a small wood burning
stove in the kitchen. It was my job in
the winter to take out the ashes and bring in scuttles filled with coal during
the winter. I was also supposed to keep
water in a pot on the stove to humidify the air.
We lived on Money Place for three
years. A lot happened during that time.
It was there that we lived across from the Lennon’s with whom we became life
long friends. When my mother died many
years later, the Lennon’s (or their grown children) were among those few who my
dad phoned to inform them of my mother’s death.
Coming of Age in
Knoxville: Broadening Horizons and New
Experiences
My long-time frequent stomachaches
turned out to be chronic appendicitis.
It was not diagnosed until I was in the fourth grade. I was rushed to a hospital early on a Sunday
morning. Dr. Platt had taken a blood
sample Saturday night and found my appendix had ruptured. I spent a week in Fort Sanders Hospital,
followed by a six-weeks period flat on my back in bed (using a bed pan for
everything), and with a rubber tube stuck into my stomach to drain the
pus. The pus smelled bad, but I got used
to it. Dr. Platt came out to trim the
“proud flesh” from around the healing incision, and eventually to pull the
rubber tube out of my stomach. For six
weeks I had nothing to do except read and think and smell that pus.
We had an old Philco table
radio. Sometimes my mother would turn it
on, but it was mostly hillbilly music, which my mother didn’t like. But I did, so she would let me listen to it
some. Sometimes there was news on the
radio. I remember hearing a lot about
flooding in the Missouri or the Ohio Valley.
I wondered if they had something there like the TVA, which was building
dams for flood control (and making hydroelectric power) for the Tennessee
Valley region.
But
mainly, this was the time that I began to get turned on to serious
reading. My dad would bring home books
about explorations, discovery of penicillin, digging in the Arctic for a wooly
mammoth, all kinds of adventure and heroic stuff. I also learned to play a harmonica and a
Jew’s harp which my dad brought me and which I could play still lying on my
back in bed. I learned and thought more about the world and what was going on
beyond my limited horizon.
While
I was absent from school during that seven-week period, Mrs. Thompson (my
fourth grade teacher) was sending schoolwork home by my sister Diane, who was
then in second grade. Mrs. Thompson also
sent home some poems for me to memorize, and other stuff that I would be tested
on when I got back to school.
While I was laid up, Diane came home from school one
day, and told my mother that she got
tired of people at school asking her about
how is Sonny doing, that I just tell them: “It’s none of your
business.” Our mother was properly horrified.
In addition to homework being brought home from Mrs.
Thompson, I got through the mail a
card signed by some of my forth grade
teachers. Also through the mail I got a
separate little get well
letter from a pretty little girl with whom I had been
exchanging goo-goo eyes in Mrs. Thompson’s
class. It was the only letter I got from a
classmate. Although her short and rather
formal sounding
letter mostly described what had been going on in school that
day, I took it as a matter of some
evidence that maybe she felt about me like I
felt about her. It was signed “Your
classmate, Ann
Morris.” I still have her
note, found by serendipity while searching through some old files.
I might say here that my mother had been talking up
Margie Kimsey. She was nice, and she
was
pretty, but the one I really liked was Ann Morris. Sometime later, another girl who was a friend
of Diane and me told me that Ann Morris was stuck on me. Ann was the first of several girls who
over
time in my school years caught my attention, but Ann was always special. I was shy and
reluctant to pursue a flirting
relationship that ever amounted to anything.
Over the next few years, I
think the boldest I ever got was in junior
high school when I was walking Ann home one night after
we had been to a school
party, and I held hands with her.
Until
my tenth birthday, I didn’t have a bicycle, but I had a close friend, Bobby
Perrin, who had a real nice Silver King bike that he used to let me ride. But on an especially memorable day of my
life, my tenth birthday, a new Elgin bicycle was delivered to my
house—completely a surprise. It had a
black frame and bright yellow pin stripes and chrome fenders. Getting that bike was one of the most
liberating experiences of my life. Few
places in Knoxville seemed to be off limits.
Maybe it sounds irresponsible, but that is just the way things were in
the 1930s in Knoxville, Tennessee.
Although
Bobby Perrin was about a year older than me, we were in the same grades and at
Belle Morris. During WWII, he was
drafted out of high school when he turned 18.
I remember (about the time I went into the Navy) reading in the
Knoxville News Sentinel about Bobby Perrin being injured in the invasion of
some island in the Pacific Ocean. I
never knew what happened to him after that.
He was a good guy.
It was along about that time (1937)
that my dad began taking night courses in civil engineering at the University
of Tennessee. In his work at TVA at that
time, he became involved in the design of some parts of Norris Dam. We would load up the family in the car some
Sunday afternoons and drive out to see Norris Dam being built. My dad would point out with pride things that
he had been involved with in the design stages.
Also about this time, my dad came
home from work one evening and wanted to build a setup like a wind tunnel. He had been working on the design of spillway
gates and the optimal placement of the pivots and other characteristics, so
that the gates would most easily open and close on demand. We built and set up a crude wind tunnel
testing the behavior of several models of spillway gates of different designs. Our model spillway gates didn’t behave the
way we expected. He was reading more
about the subject in some engineering books.
Between his reading and our experiments, we concluded that the behavior
of a model spillway gate with air flowing past it would not be the same as with
water, probably because air is highly compressible and water is
incompressible. Aerodynamic behavior is
different from hydrodynamic behavior.
Also about this time, I had gotten
interested in building model airplanes, both flying models and scale models of
WWI aircraft. My Dad took an interest in
that, too, and in fact he built a flying model that was probably better than
any flying model that I had ever built.
Aviation (along with railroads and
big things like dams and bridges) was a big deal in my young life. I used to daydream about flying and reading
about air warfare (dog fights) in WWI. I
spent too much time drawing pictures of Baron Manfred von Richtofen (the original Red Baron that you hear about
in “Peanuts”) engaged in dogfights high above the earth. I also read about other WWI Aces (five or
more kills), such as Billy Bishop and Eddie Rickenbacker and others I can’t
remember now.
The first flights of the Wright
brothers at Kitty Hawk had taken place only thirty years before the time I am
speaking of. The first movie I ever
remember seeing was “Hell’s Angels,” largely about the air war in WWI. But the biggest aviation event since the
Wright brothers’ first flights was that of Charles A. Lindberg, who made his
solo flight across the Atlantic Ocean, New York to Paris, in May 1927, only a
few months after I was born. That was a
real big deal. Lindberg, the “Lone
Eagle,” was much in the news after that and for a long time thereafter.
After Lindberg became famous
worldwide, he and his wife had a baby son who was kidnapped and was later found
dead. That made real big news then, as
did the swift electrocution of the convicted kidnapper, Bruno Richard
Hauptmann, a German.
My mother used to have a picture of
Lindberg hanging on the wall over my bed when I was little. Also one of the
first books I read was “Alone,” about Lindburg’s solo flight to Paris. There were other great flights then also,
such as that of Amelia Earhart and Fred Noonan attempting to circumnavigate the
world in 1937. They were on the last leg
of their flight around the world when they went down in the Pacific and were
never found. I used to keep up with all
that kind of stuff.
I remembered much earlier in my life
in Nashville seeing a large Zeppelin that flew over my neighborhood. I was carried away with that sight, and
remember exclaiming to myself in exuberance, “What I don’t understand is the
Zeppelin of the thing.” Then in 1936,
the Hindenberg, the German Zeppelin, the biggest of them all, exploded and
burned while attempting to land at Lakehurst, New Jersey after a transatlantic
flight. In about 1976, Mary Lee and I
and our four kids were driving back to Maryland from New Jersey, and we took a
little side trip to Lakehurst so I could see where that great airship, the
Hindenberg, had perished.
We take for granted air travel
today, but in the 1930’s it was still a big deal, and it certainly was for
me.
Mabe’s Plane
One day when I was about age eleven,
my dad came home from work talking about a young engineer coworker who had an
airplane, which he kept out at Island Home Airport on the east side of
Knoxville. Mr. Mabe was a young single
guy, and he had told Dad that he would be glad to take us up for a flight. My mother wasn’t too hot on the idea, but
some time soon after that, my dad and I went one Saturday morning to the
airport where Mr. Mabe was there checking out his plane in preparation for
taking us up.
I had never met him, but he seemed
like a nice young guy. His plane was an
old biplane that looked more like an early model you might see at the Air and
Space Museum in Washington or at Dulles than one you might see in the sky
today. I thought later, when I knew more
about airplanes than I did then, that Mr. Mabe’s plane might be an old Stearman
trainer left over from WWI. It had two
open cockpits, fore and aft, and a fabric-covered wood frame for the body,
wings, and tail. I think it was powered
by a Curtiss-Wright radial engine with a two-blade wood propeller. The controls were in the rear cockpit, so Mr.
Mabe put us in the front cockpit. He got
us strapped in. I sat in my dad’s lap
and could see well over the side rim of the cockpit.
Mr. Mabe had the engine warming up,
and we taxied to the far end of the runway, turned, he opened the throttle, and
the engine roared the loudest sustained noise I had ever heard, by far, and in
a few seconds we were climbing into the air.
I shouted to my dad in sheer exuberance and couldn’t even hear the sound
of my own screaming voice. We flew back
over Knoxville still climbing higher. He
made some steep banks so we could see the city.
Still higher. Then some steeper
banks, diving, turning, zooming around (no upside-down stuff, though) and then
finally back to Island Home for an uneventful landing. I told Mr. Mabe that that was probably the
most fun I had ever had—and probably my dad, too. Driving on the way home, my dad suggested
that I not be too descriptive in telling my mom about our flight.
A few days or weeks later, I saw Mr.
Mabe at my dad’s office, and thanked him again.
Later, my dad said something about Mr. Mabe to the effect that he was
sometimes a little on the wild side, but he was a darn good engineer.
Moving Right Along – Baseball, Politics, and “The Gathering
Storm”
My dad and I both liked baseball. We played “catch” a lot, and I still remember
every ball and glove, and the one bat (a 31-inch hickory Bill Dickey signature,
Louisville Slugger) that I ever owned. I
even had a catcher’s chest protector, which I got by saving up a lot of
Wheaties box tops. I didn’t especially
like Wheaties (“the Breakfast of Champions”) all that much, but I consumed a
lot of boxes of Wheaties, because they had baseball cards on the backs of the
cartons, and you could send away box tops for baseball stuff.
My dad and I followed the Knoxville
Smokies and major league baseball, too.
It used to be that in the spring, before the regular season began, major
league teams would come to play exhibition games with the local minor league
team. One year (it might have been1936)
the New York Yankee’s were coming to play the Knoxville Smokies at Caswell
Park. It was an afternoon weekday game,
so my dad was going to get off work early and take me to the game. I would have to get excused from school, so
my dad wrote a note to get me excused so we could go to the game.
I was so excited by the prospect of
seeing the Yankees play the Smokies that I almost blew the whole thing. I was keyed up, high as a kite, and I got
sent to the principal’s office for something I had said or done. Mr. Johnson, the principal, talked with me
and noted my misbehavior. I wasn’t a
very conspicuous student, and I don’t think I had ever been sent to the
principal’s office for anything. I told
him that I guess I was too excited about going to see the Yankees (hopefully)
play the Smokies that afternoon. But I
still hoped I could be excused from school to go to the game. And, in fact, I
hoped to get there early to get seated in the right field bleachers as close to
first base as possible. One of my
biggest heroes, Lou Gehrig, would be at first base for the Yankee’s. (Also, Joe DiMaggio was playing center
field, but this was, I think, his first, or maybe second, season with the
Yankee’s, so he hadn’t gotten to be the “Yankee Clipper,” yet.) I knew the names of a lot of players in the
Yankee’s lineup.
When I showed my excuse request to
Mr. Johnson, he held it for a while before signing it. Then he looked at me and said solemnly: “If you see Red Ruffing, tell him Tom Johnson
says hello.” Then he signed it and sent
me along. I knew that Red Ruffing was a
Yankee pitcher. Mr. Johnson never said
how it was that he knew Red Ruffing (Mr. Johnson was not a big talker), and I
was reluctant to ask him. The Yankees
beat the Smokies. I think it was 9-2,
but the Yankees could have made it any score that they wanted.
Looking
back on it, it seems that the year 1936 was a year that I really took off. It was a year that was packed full of events
and activity and new knowledge and broadened horizon. My week in the hospital followed by six
weeks recuperating, two good weeks with my cousin Bobby and me in summer, my
new bike for my tenth birthday and scarcely inhibited exploration of places in
Knoxville where I had never been before, and starting fifth grade with a
growing awareness of what was happening in the world around me.
Politics
Except for
Roosevelt, I was pretty much unaware of politics beyond hearing my parents talk
about politics and daily affairs. I
heard talk about Russia and Communists and Hitler and Mussolini, but I didn’t
yet “connect all the dots.” Sometimes we
talked about it in school. I remember
Miss Long telling us about something called the “Five Year Plan” in
Russia. And they didn’t believe in
God.
But my state of political awareness
got a shot in the arm during the presidential election in November 1936. In that 1936 presidential election, FDR was,
of course, running for a second term on the Democratic ticket. At that time, I was in Miss Tate’s fifth
grade class. Our classroom was in clear
line of sight to the fire hall, just across the road from our school
building. On Election Day, The fire hall
was the polling place for the parents of most of the kids in my school. All during Election Day we could see the
activity of the voting going on at the fire hall. This gave rise to some discussion of government and the process by which our
country elected its officials.
By
the end of Election Day, it had become apparent that all of us in Miss Tate’s
class were
Democrats--with one exception.
To our dismay and consternation, one of our number was not a
Democrat. Jimmie Lusk was a
Republican. He was a quiet kid, liked by
all, not outstanding or
outspoken, but one of our classmates who everyone
liked. There was an undercurrent of
discomfort
about Jimmy Lusk’s admitting that his parents were Republicans in
this hotbed of Democrats in Miss
Tate’s fifth grade class. I think most of us, though, had an unspoken
admiration for his unyielding
loyalty to the political party of his parents
rather than yielding to the pressure of his peers. Anyway,
we were quick to forgive him for the
misguided politics of his parents.
As for my own parents, they took
great satisfaction in the overwhelming reelection of FDR, who carried all but
two states, Maine and Vermont. As my dad
noted the next day after the election, Maine and Vermont “stuck out like a sore
thumb.”
The following Christmas 1936 I got a
book, The Story of Our Presidents, which fed my recently acquired
awareness of National politics. I read
parts of the new book on presidents several times, and thought about how some
presidents seemed to had just filled in their time and some few (particularly
Abraham Lincoln and Woodrow Wilson) had helped us get through some bad times in
history.
At that time, of course, I had no
idea that I was then living in a special time in the history of this country,
that the 1930’s would later be known as the era of the Great Depression, and
that Franklin Delano Roosevelt, the only president I had ever remembered in my
life up to that time, would be seen by many in the future as being a towering
figure in our nation’s history. Not only
would FDR bring about great changes in the role of the Federal Government and
in the managing of its natural resources, but that he would he would preside
over this country as commander in chief in the biggest war in all history, and
that I would in time be involved in that war.
“The Gathering Storm”
By age twelve or so, I was becoming
increasingly aware of the growing danger in Europe. I was hearing and reading more about this
madman in Germany, Adolph Hitler, who was building up a military machine and
would be soon be using it to create an expanded “Third Reich.” Hitler successfully led the German people to
believe that Germany should fulfill its destiny to build an empire to rule the
world. As had become clear since the end
of WWI in 1918, a German myth of Aryan supremacy (Deutschland űber alles).
Germany would become a Teutonic ruling culture that would rule the world for
1000 years. Ridiculous as that might
seem now, Hitler was openly pursuing that objective. In the sixth or seventh grade, I read an
English translation of Hitler’s autobiographical work Mein Kampf (My
Struggle). But the world just looked the
other way, even as he began to carry out his intent of creating a new super
race of people uncontaminated by “inferior races,” particularly the Jews, and
establish a new German world empire.
Pretty dangerous stuff! But the leaders of other European nations
stood by to wring its hands while Nazi Germany would begin, bit by bit, to
expand its territory. Take a little here
take a little there, pieces of neighbors or neighboring nations that “by right”
ought to be a part of Germany. Then the
world watched the German Wehrmacht boldly overrun its neighbors Austria,
Czechoslovakia, and other “disputed territory” in 1938, and the leaders of
England and France became concerned enough to request a meeting with Hitler in
Munich. Hitler was gracious enough to
grant them that hearing.
In this 1938 meeting between Hitler,
Neville Chamberlain, the English Prime minister, and the French premier,
Edouard Daladier, Hitler assured them that he had no further territorial
ambitions. So they went home to their people
and reported that there would be “peace in our time.”
And similarly, in East Asia the
Japanese had already invaded and occupied Manchuria and large parts of
China. They announced to the world that
they were forming a “Greater East Asia Co-prosperity Sphere.” But their real objective as it later became
clear was to gain control of greater sources of oil, coal, and iron so as to
build up a navy that would control all of East Asia and the Pacific Ocean.
As an eleven-twelve-year-old, I
could see that some big things were going on in the world in Europe and
Asia. But, of course, that was a long
way away, and Roosevelt had said that he would keep us out of any “foreign
wars.” So why should I be concerned
about what was going on “over there”?
But I continued to read about world events in the newspaper and hear
about it on radio, and we talked about it in school.
Mostly Sixth Grade Stuff
But meanwhile, day-to-day
living—school, baseball, girls, and sibling rivalry, vying for elevation in the
pecking order of my small world was of more immediate consequence. Staying out of trouble and keeping on good
terms with my parents and teachers I had found made life better and opened more
doors. Baseball, boxing, music, bike
riding, exploring, building things, were more my day-to-day fare. I was into stamp collecting, tree houses,
inventing and experimenting. I was into
following U.T. football, the Knoxville Smokies baseball, hero worship of WWI
flying aces, and reading about everything that was interesting to me.
I tried making some things that I
had read about in The Boy Mechanic, a big thick green book in the school
library. Some things I tried worked out
and some did not. For some reason I
wanted to try to build an arc lamp as described in The Boy Mechanic. Arc lamps were used as streetlights in some
cities at that time. I decided to make an arc lamp using a rheostat and a
transformer from my electric train and two carbon rods taken out of a
flashlight battery, and some other stuff.
I put an are lamp together in my living room one weekend afternoon while
my dad was listening to a football game on the radio. When I plugged it in and
flipped on the switch, I had left the rheostat set to the wide-open position,
instead of the zero position, and my contraption blew up and blew fuses in the
house and burned a hole in the living room rug.
I was probably in sixth or seventh grade then.
Somewhere along in there, too, my
parents got me a subscription to “The American Boy,” a magazine that had some
real good stuff in it. I still remember
some of the stories.
Leaving Belle
Morris
At Belle Morris there was among boys
a loose pecking order—sort of. Anyway, I
convinced myself that I could hold my own with any guy in school except Charles
Erwin and probably Loy Pate. I say
“probably Loy Pate,” because nobody had ever fought him. He was the biggest guy in the sixth
grade He was also a good natured and
gentle guy, and everybody just assumed that he could easily whip anyone in the
school--but why would anyone even want to fight Loy? It was hard to imagine Loy even being in a
fight.
But it was different with Charles
Erwin. He was more like a feisty little
“banty rooster.” He had gotten into it
with Charles Schultz and with John Alleman in the fifth grade and had come out
on top. So by sixth grade, he had
already established a pretty secure place in the “pecking order.” Charles Erwin was not big, but he was
muscular. He wore glasses, and had a
quiet way about him. But everybody knew
you don’t take on Charles Erwin. In
sixth grade, I don’t think he ever got into a playground fight. But for some perverse reason, I wanted to
test myself against Charles Erwin before leaving sixth grade. Just to see if I could do it.
On a sunny, spring day in 1938, a
few days before finishing sixth grade, I did one of the stupidest things I had
ever done. At recess out on the
playground, I came up behind Charles Erwin and jumped on his back to lock my
arm around his neck and try to bring him down.
Stupid move. The next thing I
knew, I was flying over his head or shoulder and landing flat on my back. Charles Erwin was just standing there
looking down at me. He picked up his
glasses, which had fallen to the ground and put them back on. He didn’t say anything—his look said it all:
“Are you trying to get yourself killed?”
What a humiliating way to leave sixth grade and Belle Morris.
All sixth graders from Belle Morris,
along with those from two other elementary schools funneled into Christenberry
Junior High School (CJHS). So, in
September 1938, I would start seventh grade at Christenberry.
Two Great Summers—’38 and ’39—Bobby and Me
For most of the summer of 1938,
Bobby and I spent together in Knoxville.
Our big thing that summer was baseball and swimming. My family had moved into a bigger house out
on North Broadway. There was a big
vacant lot out back, and a lot of neighborhood kids would play ball there. In addition, Bobby and I would walk the mile
or so to the swimming pool out at Whittle Springs, and several times that
summer we walked over to Caswell Park to see the Smokies play. Bobby became as familiar with the Smokies
lineup as I was.
In the big leagues, Johnny
Vandermeer, a pitcher for the Cincinnati Reds, set a Major League record that
likely will never be broken. He pitched
two consecutive no-hitter games. That
blew our minds. Bobby was a Chicago Cubs
fan and I was a Yankee fan. But we both
decided we would adopt the Cincinnati Reds as a “favorite” team also.
As summer of 1938 drew to a close,
Bobby went back home in Live Oak, Florida.
The following summer, 1939, would also be a special summer spent
together in Tifton. We went swimming a
lot and I would get over my irrational fear of getting my ears stopped up with
water. Then I would learn to swim all the way across the pool—even in the deep
end.
While I was staying with Bobby in
Tifton that summer, my parents went to the New York World’s Fair. When they returned, I proudly showed them how
I had learned to swim (all the way across the pool). They told me about all the wonders that they
had seen in New York and especially at the World’s Fair. It left me especially hankering to get to New
York some time and see such a wonderful place.
Two years later in late summer 1941,
my dad and I would take a trip to New York and Washington, DC, which I’ll tell
about later. It was one of the
highlights of my life.
Student Years at Christianberry Junior High
School: Fall 1938-Spring 1940
Welcome to
Christenberry Junior High School (CJHS) – September 19
On my first day at Christenberry Junior High School (CJHS) in September 1938, all
incoming seventh graders were assembled in the auditorium to meet the principal, Mr. New.
We had heard that he had a paddle with holes in it. We had heard that he didn’t often use the
paddle, but it wasn’t just for looks. (The conventional wisdom was that having holes in a
paddle confers upon it some potency as an instrument of corporal punishment. It has never been clear to me why that is so.)
On my first day at Christenberry Junior High School (CJHS) in September 1938, all
incoming seventh graders were assembled in the auditorium to meet the principal, Mr. New.
We had heard that he had a paddle with holes in it. We had heard that he didn’t often use the
paddle, but it wasn’t just for looks. (The conventional wisdom was that having holes in a
paddle confers upon it some potency as an instrument of corporal punishment. It has never been clear to me why that is so.)
We recent sixth graders, now brand
new seventh graders, were sitting in the auditorium excitedly chattering away,
when Mr. New came in and took his place on the stage. The chattering quickly quieted down to near
silence. Mr. New held up his “good hand”
(the one with fingers on it--he had no fingers on the other hand, just a
thumb). He held his hand up for a few
seconds, but I could hear someone in the back of me still talking. It was a boy’s voice. Mr. New was staring at him. The boy’s voice stopped. Mr. New pointed a finger back to where the
boy’s voice had been coming from. As I
recall, Mr. New spoke, in a low but distinct voice: “You, boy, come up here.”
We didn’t dare look around to see
who it was. A boy came down the right
side aisle and up onto the stage. It was
Jimmie Lusk.
Mr. New disappeared from the other
side of the stage leaving Jimmy standing on the stage. Mr. New then reappeared with his famous
paddle. He said to Jimmy: “Bend over,
boy.” Then with three brisk strokes: whap,
whap, whap. Then Mr. New told Jimmy to
go back to his seat. Dead silence. All present had learned a valuable lesson. Welcome to Christenberry Junior High School.
An added note: I didn’t experience the benefits of Mr. New’s
paddle until shortly before leaving CJHS.
I don’t even remember what my offense was—probably something that
happened out on the playground.
Many years later, shortly before I
was sent on loan from Oak Ridge National Laboratory (ORNL) to the Atomic Energy
Commission (AEC) in Maryland, I happened to see Mr. New at a Howard Johnson’s
in Knoxville. I went over to speak to
him. Although, he was much older then,
maybe in his eighties or nineties, he still had that gracious dignified bearing
about him. He didn’t remember me. But why should he? I was probably the most vanilla-flavored
student he ever had. But it was
definitely Mr. New. Remember the four
missing fingers?
Soon after starting seventh grade,
there occurred on a Sunday evening one of the weirdest things in my life. It really happened. I have a recording of it. On October 30, 1938 (Halloween), my family
got caught up in a radio program that is still noted in the history of the
Golden Age of Radio. It was a night I’ll
never forget. This was even more
impressive than the Mr. New and Jimmie Lusk thing, which event had taken place
some six weeks before the invasion from Mars, as described below.
The Martian Invasion—October 30, 1938
That Sunday evening began like most
Sunday evenings in our house at that time.
But it began to turn into an experience unlike any other in all the
twelve years of my life. I had finished
my homework, so I could listen to the Orson Wells’ “Mercury Theater on the
Air,” a regular Sunday night CBS radio drama.
Others in my family were involved in their own things,
and I had the volume turned down
low.
The program began with its signature musical introduction—I think it is
the introductory theme
of the Tchaichovsky's
"Piano Concerto no.1 in B-flat minor." The music conveyed a dramatic and
compelling introduction for what was to follow. As the music faded, the speaker began
painting a
word picture as only Wells could do.
It went something like this:
“We know now
that in the third decade of the 20th Century, Planet Earth was under
scrutiny by intelligent beings who were far more advanced than any earth
creatures,” and so on…
After a little more mesmerizing word
picture painting, the program seemed to wander off for a couple of minutes into
something that seemed to be irrelevant to what had been introduced by the
previous words of Orson Wells. Then an
announcer broke into the program to “bring you this news bulletin just handed
to me.” This was followed by other news
bulletins coming in, and then live, on to a live broadcast from Grover’s Mill,
New Jersey, just “twenty miles south of Princeton, NJ,” where a gigantic
meteorite had fallen to earth. A
telephone contact was made with Prof. Richard Pearson, an astronomer at the Mt.
Jennings Observatory at Princeton University.
Prof. Pearson had just been observing strange behavior on Mars, great
blue jets shooting out from the surface of the planet. They were unlike anything previously
observed. He was calling other
astronomers at other observatories to watch these Martian eruptions.
Meanwhile back at Grover’s Mill the
gigantic meteorite had begun to open up, and huge robotic creatures were
emerging. This was creating panic, which
you could hear, the screams and panic in the background. Later you could hear the firing of large
guns that were brought in to destroy the invaders.
My dad had long before pricked up
his ears and was listening intently. He
called to my mother who had been in the kitchen making our usual Sunday-night
snack. Mother and my two sisters joined
us. The announcer told of us of great
clouds of gas billowing out and drifting out across New York City, and millions
of people trying to escape. An announcer
atop the Empire State Building was describing the scenes below. Fleeing people were clogging the roads out of
the Metropolitan New York area. Reports
began to come in from other parts of the country. State Police and National Guard were trying
to bring order out of the chaos.
My mom said to my dad, “I’m going to
call Daddy (my Daddy Lint).” My dad
asked her to hold off for now. I don’t
know whether he sensed that this might be some sort of a hoax, but I think he
was as taken in as any of us. The radio
account of events being described told of people succumbing to the poison
gas. After a while the broadcaster began
coughing and choking and the line just went dead. A long wait.
Shock and awe. Then a voice on
the radio said:
“The Mercury Theatre on
the Air is bringing you a dramatic presentation based on the
novel by H.G.
Wells, ‘War of the Worlds.’ He went on to say something like:
‘It is our
Halloween spoof, and we hope you have been entertained.’”
The
reader should keep in mind that this was a live broadcast. At the end of the program the a
announcer said
some doubtless unscripted words which would lead the listener to suspect that
the
CBS broadcast was already getting some feedback that their just-completed
program had been taken
by many listeners far more seriously than had been
intended: i.e. the program had
(intentionally or
unintentionally) caused a nationwide stir. Despite the fact that one of the last things
said on the air
declared that: “It is our Halloween spoof, and we hope you have
been entertained.”
For several days after that,
newspapers over the country told of people’s reactions to the program. I understand that the now-famous radio
program was written about in European and Asian newspapers as well as in the
US.
Some years later Mary Lee bought me
a recording of that famous “War of the Worlds” spoof. I have listened to it several times in the
recent past. It is striking how much
more naive and less skeptical people were seventy years ago if they had “heard
it on the radio”.
Grades 7 and 8 – Personal
Experience and Academic Performance
As previously noted, Mr. New had made it plain on the
first day of school that willful
disobedience to authority would not be
tolerated. Punishment would be
swift. The use of corporal
punishment is
currently out of vogue, sort of like “water boarding.” But whether it is condoned or
condemned, its
use was effective in establishing respect for authority. There were, indeed, behavioral
problems at
CJHS—but lack of respect for authority was not one of them.
As
for my own personal situation, one factor that diminished my enjoyment of
learning was my stuttering. My friends
and teachers at Belle Morris had sort of accepted my speech impediment as just
a part of my persona. But CJHS was a
different setting. But it happened that
there was a pretty little girl in the grade ahead of me that also
stuttered. Peggy Pender was cute, smart,
and popular. Although I felt some sense
of guilt about it, I took comfort in the thought that Peggy Pender stuttering
perhaps ameliorated my own situation.
You might say I let her run interference for me.
Another
factor that carried over from my previous school experience was the fact that I
had always been a poor test taker. I
seemed that no matter how well I was prepared (or thought I was), I just wasn’t
able to get it all down in the time allotted, so I handed in a lot of
incomplete test papers.
But
there were some offsetting factors. By
the end of sixth grade, I could pretty much rattle off my multiplication tables
without thinking. Another thing I had
going for me was an apparent ability to memorize poetry easily. I still retain a lot of what I learned in
school days—including some fairly long passages of poetry, and other such
stuff.
Another
thing—I had always been a good speller.
In 5th grade at Belle Morris, I had been runner-up spelling
bee champion. I got beat by Morris
Archer, a 6th grader. I
missed on the word “mischievous.” Anyway, except for the usual A’s in spelling,
I got mostly B’s and C’s and some D’s in junior high school.
A
lot of my home activity was (except for sports) reading and listening to
music. And since a lot of what I read
was about how to do or build things, I did a lot of doing and building of
things I read about.
A Family Christmas Present - 1939
My junior
high school years were fairly unremarkable.
But there was a lot going on in my family and in the world at
large. So far as my own family life, it
was (I think) Christmas 1939 that we got a “family Christmas present.” It was a large console model radio and
phonograph record player. The radio
stations were only A.M.; F.M. was not yet in use. The 78 RPM record player and automatic
changer was the big thing. You could
stack records (12 inch) on a spindle, and it would automatically feed the
records onto the turntable. Pretty
high-tech stuff, huh?
We also
got a set of records of classical music, some of which I was already familiar
with, but
much was new to me. I think
all of the records of classical music were Victor recordings of the
Philadelphia Symphony Orchestra. My
knowledge of classical music was broadened considerably by
this new family
possession. As for the radio part of it,
our old Philco table model was performing
poorly, and increasingly we relied on
radio for news in a world of rapid change and growing
instability.
That particular radio/record player
became a sort of family entertainment center.
We enjoyed, as a family, many evenings of comedy, mystery plays, and
other such family entertainment fair during those days, the Golden Age of
Radio, all through the late 1930s and the 1940s and the 1950s. A lot of good clean fun/entertainment and
news broadcasts.
Diving Experiment—Summer 1940
When I was about age 13, I read a
book called “I Like Diving” by Commander Edward Ellsberg. After reading it, I was convinced that I
would like diving too if I only had the stuff to do it. So I started looking around for stuff and
making plans to build a diving helmet with an air supply.
(I think that was the summer also
that I got the all chemicals together to make some nitroglycerin. To make a long story short, after I got Carl
Parrott roped in on the venture, and we had dug a deep hole to explode it in,
we chickened out when we got to the step of mixing nitric acid with some other
chemicals that might explode on mixing.
We never pursued that project further.)
Back to the diving. Of course, Cmdr. Ellsburg did his diving in a
diving suit and with a diving helmet, having an air supply hose and a power
driven pump and other special equipment—not to mention knowledge and experience. I didn’t have any of that stuff, but after a
lot of thought and scrounging around I thought I might be able to make a diving
helmet that would work.
Two doors down from where we were
living at that time, there were two brothers, Bill and Bob Richardson. Bill was a year older than me, and Bob was
his kid brother a year younger than me.
Anyway, I invited them to go in with me to build a real diving helmet
and to test it out. Bob (the younger)
wasn’t interested, but Bill was enthusiastic, so we worked on it together on
it. We had found a metal can that had a square cross section, maybe twelve
inches on a side and maybe fourteen inches deep—any way, about the right size
to invert, put over your head, and have cutouts made on opposite sides to fit over
your shoulders with padding (slit garden hose) over the sharp edges of the
metal can. It had a rectangular glass
window in the front to see out of. It
would have a harness to strap the helmet under the arms to hold it in
place. On the bottom end of the can (top
of the helmet), we cut out a hole and sealed a fitting to a garden hose. At the other end of the hose, we fitted a
bicycle pump to pump air down into the helmet.
There were other practical problems that we somehow found ways to get
around. We worked on it off and on
during the summer. All the sealing
needed was done with tar, which I don’t remember where we got it, but we
did. We put hunks of tar in a large tin
can and heated and melted it on a hot plate that Mrs. Richardson had
unknowingly contributed to our project.
We somehow got it all put together
and built a small flat-bottom barge with wheels on one end of it to tow it
behind a bike. We were going take it to
the lake in Fountain City (about 3-4 miles out North Broadway from where we
lived). We tested it out as best we
could before hauling it out to the lake, and it seemed like it would work, in
principle, at least—sort of.
By this time, Bob (Bill’s younger
brother) had gotten interested in what we were doing, so when the time came to
take it out to the lake and try it out, Bob wanted to be a part of it. We let him help.
We got on our bikes and got the
trailer/barge hooked onto one of our bikes, and we towed it out to the
lake. We took some tools and spare parts
along.
It was probably a good thing that
Bob went with us, because Bill and I found that we needed another pair of hands
in getting everything set to do a dive.
I was going to go first, and when I got into the water, Bob (in the
little flat boat) would do the pumping.
I got into the water with the helmet held in place, and Bill began
pumping, and I tried to go under the water with it. I had weights fastened to my ankles to hold
me down, but we needed to get further out toward the center of the lake,
because the water was not deep enough where we were. Then I was standing in mud that was roiling
up around us. We managed to work our way
out to deeper water, where I could get it maybe a foot or so under the surface
of the water, while Bill was pumping like crazy. He had to stop pumping now and then and push
me down into the water, because when he pumped, I was too buoyant. The weights on my ankles were not enough to
overcome the buoyancy of my helmet when it had enough air in it to keep the
water level below my chin. By the time
we had figured out how to make it all work, we decided that we didn’t have
enough weights to hold me down in the water.
Then the problem began how to get us and the barge and the helmet back
to the shore without capsizing it.
Eventually, we worked our way back over to the edge of the lake and
called it a day.
Bill and Bob weren’t as enthusiastic
as I was, so we never tried it again.
But I was convinced that a diving helmet could be made to work if we
tried again.
About four years later, when I went
into the Navy, I was asked if I would be interested in training to be a Navy
diver. I thought about it, but I was
already scheduled to go to a Navy electrician school in Bainbridge, MD (which
opportunity, in the end, did not materialize).
Anyway, I declined consideration for diver training. Later on when I learned that the electrician
school wasn’t going to happen, I wished that I had gone to diving school, but
it was too late by then. I wound up
being a boiler fireman, which, as will be discussed later, can be a little more
challenging than you might think. But
right now, back to getting through high school.
Back to
the Real World: WWII Heats Up -
1940-1941
Partly
because of the gathering storm in Europe and the growing “yellow menace” in the
Pacific,
there was a lot of talk on the radio to keep up with. By the end of 1940, Nazi Germany had pretty
much overrun and conquered most of Europe.
The Brits (now under Winston Churchill), across the
English Channel,
stood alone to oppose the Nazi German military might which was now allied with
Italy under Benito Mussolini with his formidable war machine. The Brits
were continually under air
attack from Hitler’s Luftwaffen for all of 1940 and
early 1941.
Winston
Churchill, the British P.M. (and to my mind perhaps the greatest figure of the
Twentieth Century), led the Brits through their finest hour in withstanding the
punishment being meted out to them, putting up a defense that caused Hitler to
equivocate in (and later to abandon) launching Operation Sea Lion his planned
invasion of the British homeland.
During
my junior high school days, my geography teacher noted the Japanese military
action being taken to implement their stated policy (1936) of creating a
“Greater East Asia Co- Prosperity Sphere” in East Asia and the Western
Pacific. This would surely come into
conflict with strong military positions held by the United States, particularly
in the Philippine Islands. The Japanese
aggression was also impacting on British interests in the Southern Pacific,
particularly in New Guinea.
As for me and my take on what was
happening during 1940-1941, I did not know enough detail to connect all the
dots as neatly as indicated here, but I was, from about age 12 forward,
increasingly concerned about another world war.
Probably the “Martian Invasion” thing fed that growing concern.
Teen Years and Washington Pike Methodist Church
All during my early life our family
generally went to a local church when we were together. But I don’t remember our joining a church
until we came to Knoxville.
After attending several churches, we
joined Washington Pike Methodist Church when I was about age twelve. It was not far from where we lived, and it
was right across the street from my school, Belle Morris. At about age ten, I had been thinking
increasingly about Jesus and God and spiritual things, and I came forward in
response to an altar call. Dr. Duncan
had talked with me, and I was ready to make a commitment. I was then baptized by sprinkling. I remember when I came forward, being on my
knees at the altar and praying to God that I would appreciate it if he could
cut me some slack on the matter of playing baseball on Sunday. My grandmother, Nothermama, had expressed her
disapproval of playing baseball on the Lord’s Day, which should be a day of
worship. Of course, as a Nazarene she
was strict about such things. Although I
had a high respect for her opinion, I was pretty sure that I would sometimes
play baseball on Sunday. I don’t think I
ever reached an entirely comfortable settlement with God on the matter, but
life went on, and I continued as a loyal worshiper at Washington Pike Methodist
Church—and on occasion played baseball on Sundays with no pang of conscience.
But there was a troubling matter
that bothered me in my early teens. As
war clouds darkened over Europe (and, of course, did break out in September
1939), there was a strong and growing anti-German sentiment in this country.
It happened that about 1940 or 1941,
my Sunday school teacher was a bright and earnest and likable young man who had
been born and raised in Germany. He
spoke English with a strong German accent.
As we heard more and more of the havoc being wreaked by Nazi Germany as
it rolled across Europe, that anti-German sentiment became pervasive and
compelling. In my Sunday school class,
my teacher’s strong German accent was a constant reminder of his Germanic
origins. There was a growing
undercurrent, a growing antipathy, and unwarranted rudeness we boys began to
display regarding our German Sunday school teacher. This uneasy feeling was expressed in some
rather bizarre ways.
Then one Sunday morning, our teacher
didn’t show up at Sunday school class.
We never saw him or heard anything of him. He just disappeared. He was quietly replaced by another teacher,
but there was never any explanation of what had happened.
Our new boys Sunday school teacher
started a new Boy Scout troop at Washington Pike Methodist Church. Charles Schultz and I and several others in
our Sunday school class joined the troop.
We regularly met on the second floor of the “log cabin” in the back of
the main church building. We did a lot
of boxing (which was popular then among young boys) and all the other Boy Scout
activities. I liked boxing then, and had
two sets of boxing gloves and a punching bag which I got for Christmas or a
birthday.
Our family was still active at
Washington Pike Methodist Church when I left home to go to the Navy in
1944. On leaving home then, the church
gave me a small breast pocket New Testament plus Psalms, which I still
have.
One Week in the Summer of 1941
Two years before, in summer 1939, my
parents had taken a trip to the New York World’s Fair. As already described, that had been one of
the best summers that Bobby and I have ever had.
The trip my parents had taken to New
York Worlds Fair in 1939 led to a particularly memorable experience during the
summer of 1941, just before I turned age 15.
That summer I had been working at Hahn’s
Store delivering groceries on my bicycle.
Near the end of the summer, I came home from work on a Saturday
night. The family had already eaten
supper, and Mom had fixed me something to eat.
My dad had just brought home a brand new Chevrolet, the first new car we
had ever had since the old T-Model Ford back in Nashville. He sat down at the table with me while I ate
supper and asked if I would like to take a trip with him to Washington and New
York to “break in” the new car. Of
course, I would.
I had told Mr. Hahn that next week
would be my last before starting back to school. Mr. Hahn had two delivery boys working for
him. The other guy was James
Fortenberry. He was a year or two older
than me, and Mr. Hahn paid me $3.50 per week, but he paid James $5.00 per
week. But I did more work--James was a
sort of goof off. Anyway, back to the
proposed trip. With my mother’s
blessing, Dad decided we (he and I) should take a trip and would leave the
first thing the next morning, Sunday, and plan to be back by the following
Sunday. I think my mom called Mr. Hahn
to let him know that he would have to do with just James for the coming
week—that I would be gone on a trip with my dad. Mr. Hahn wasn’t too happy about this, because
I was a better worker, and he paid James $1.50 more than he paid me.
Dad and I left the next morning,
heading north on U.S. Route 11. We had a
lot of cheese and crackers, and some boxes of cookies, and cans of Vienna
sausage, and candy bars, and maybe some other stuff. It was planned to be a one-week trip. We would do and see as much as we could in
one week, with Washington, D.C. and New York City as focal points. I don’t know how much money we had with
us. Credit cards and ATMs had not been
invented, so all expenses would be cash transactions along the way and at our
two main destinations. We would sleep in
the car. Gas then cost about 12 cents
per gallon.
We made it to Natural Bridge, VA
that night, where we parked off the road, and Dad slept in the back seat and I
was in the front. The next morning we
started out again headed for Washington.
Travel was pretty slow. U.S. 11 was two-lane. The war in Europe had already started, and I
think there was a national speed limit of 45 miles per hour to conserve
gasoline. Also, it was a new car and
wasn’t supposed to be driven over 40 mph for the first 500 miles. And the closer we got to Washington, the more
my dad wanted to stop and soak up all the Civil War stuff along the way—which
is plentiful approaching Washington from the southwest as we were.
We got into Washington that night
and parked at the foot of the Washington Monument and slept in the car. The next morning we went into the men’s room
at the Monument and got cleaned up and spent the rest of the day sightseeing. We first went to the top of the Monument, and
got the 360-degree view. I don’t
remember if the Pentagon was under construction, but the Jefferson Memorial
was. We did the Lincoln Memorial, the
Bureau of Engraving and Printing, and other sights toward the west end of the
mall. By nighttime, we hadn’t gotten up
to the east end and it was pouring down rain, so we parked the car again at the
foot of the Washington Monument, and again spent the night sleeping in the
car. The next morning (Tuesday) we worked
our way up toward the east end, the Smithsonian (Spirit of St. Louis then in
the old “castle building”), the Capitol, the Supreme Court, the Library of
Congress, and maybe some other things.
Then I think we headed to New York
City, and things got kind of blurry.
When we got to NYC, my dad spent
$2 for a flophouse room on the lower Ease Side of Manhattan, where we
took a bath and slept in a bed—the only bath and bed of the whole trip.
While in NYC we did the Empire State
Building, Times Square, RCA (first TV seen on a tiny screen), Rockefeller
Center, Hayden Planetarium where I got into a set to with some snotty New York
woman. We ate at the Automat, took the
subway out to Coney Island, and spent some time there. They had four roller coasters, and my dad
wouldn’t ride the biggest, “most dangerous” one, so I rode it with a little
colored boy as my seatmate. Dad missed
out on a good ride.
Several years before we took that
trip, my dad had brought home a large brochure about the SS Normandie, a French
ocean liner. It had some beautiful
pictures and descriptive material about the Normandie, which was then the
largest ocean luxury liner in the world.
I don’t know how he came by the Normandie brochure, but it really
fascinated me. So on our NYC tour, we
went to Manhattan Pier 88 where the Normandie was docked. It had been docked there since France had,
only a few months before, fallen to Germany.
The U.S. had taken possession of the Normandie, and it was being
converted to a troop carrier--to be renamed (appropriately) the USS
LaFayette. A few months later, the
Normandie caught fire and burned.
While we were on the west side of
Manhattan Island, we rode for a way up the Henry Hudson elevated parkway, which
was impressive—an elevated highway all the way from lower Manhattan up
toward upper New York State.
I could go on and on. Surely that week was one of the highlights of
my life. My dad and I reminisced about
that trip on numerous occasions before he died in 1992.
By the end of the week, my dad was
exhausted and about out of money, so we headed back for Knoxville. On our way home, my dad was too exhausted to
stay awake. We were only a couple
hundred miles from Knoxville, when he told me to take over the driving while he
took a snooze. I had driven before, of
course, in limited circumstances. I took
over the wheel, and he dropped off to sleep right away. After a little while, I got behind a big
truck. We were driving up a hill on a
two-lane highway and doing about five miles per hour. I was almost on his bumper, and we were
hardly moving. Dad was slumped down
sleeping, but he momentarily awakened and opened his eyes. He saw the back end of that huge trailer
filling our windshield. He hollered out
and grabbed the wheel and jammed his foot toward the brake. Scared the pee out of him, but it sure woke
him up. He wasn’t sleepy anymore, and he
drove the rest of the way home.
One more thing here: This being late August 1941, the war was
raging in Eastern Europe. Even though Hitler
had previously a signed a non-aggression pact with Stalin (Russia) in 1939,
Germany had by then invaded Russia in June 1941 and was now approaching
Leningrad.
I
remember once when my dad and I were reminiscing about that trip, he said he
remembered reading on the crawler light news on the New York Times/Times Square
building that
the German army had advanced to the outskirts of Leningrad. As a fact check, I recently looked it up
in
the Collins Atlas of World War II and it told that on August 20, 1941 (right
about the date we were
at Times Square) the Germans were closing in on
Leningrad. Pretty neat.
A Few More Things About My Dad
My
relationship with my dad varied over our lifetime. And the same could be said about things he
liked or didn’t care for. During his
professional growth period at TVA, he seemed to develop more interest in some
of the “finer things of life.” He read
mostly for information, but he had a keen interest in history and more
classical things. Sometime early in my
life, he acquired a full set of the Harvard Classics. They generally occupied a prominent place in
our houses in Knoxville. They were in
their own barrister bookcase with glass doors.
When I was in high school, that set of books was always in the hallway at
the foot of the stairs going up to my little attic room. Many were the times when I should have been
studying my school work, I was instead reading from Gibbon’s The Rise and
Fall of the Roman Empire or Milton’s Paradise Lost, or Faraday’s Experiments,
or Darwin’s Origin of Species, or some such. He was a Civil War buff, and he collected a
lot of old used Civil War books and would read them in bed.
He
also had a taste for some poetry, particularly Edgar A. Guest (an American poet
of the 19th Century). He also
liked some of Edgar Allen Poe’s weird stories and had copies of two history
books by the Dutch historian Henrik Willem Van Loon (good stuff). He developed a taste for classical music in
his later years and collected recordings of speeches by Winston Churchill. Finally, he had a near complete collection of
old Engineering News Record, the official publication of the American Society
for Civil Engineers, from the mid 1930s to near the time of his death. I had a time getting rid of them when he died
in 1991.
The Tony Galento Story
This
is a true story, but some of the dialogue is probably not accurate but does
convey the sense.
During
my youth and well into adulthood, I followed professional boxing, as did a lot
of other guys. I generally knew who held
titles and who were top contenders in the top two weight classes. In the late 1930s and through most of the
1940s, the heavy weight title was held by Joe Louis. He was arguably the classiest heavy weight of
all time. Louis defended his title
against a number of worthy contenders, among them was Tony Galento. They fought in Yankee Stadium in New York in
June 1939. Galento was a beer-barreled
230-pound heavy weight, an almost charismatically colorful figured. He owned a bar in Orange, New Jersey. He was a brawler, but when he fought Louis,
he had never been knocked off his feet.
Although he was not a classy boxer, he was considered a pretty good
contender, although the betting odds were 8-1 against him when he fought
Louis.
I
happened to be in Tifton that summer and Daddy Lint (who also liked boxing) and
I heard the Louis/Galento fight on the radio together. As I remember, Galento staggered Louis in the
first round and knocked him down in the third round. But in the fourth, Louis really went to work
on him. Galento was out on his feet, but
he would not go down. Near the end of
the fourth, the referee stopped the fight and declared Louis the winner. As I remember after the fight, Daddy Lint and
I went out and got some ice cream and talked about the fight.
Now,
flash forward about three or four years.
I was in high school, and we were living on Fountain Park Boulevard in
Knoxville. One day in 1942 or 1943,
Peter Tsagaris (brother of Marina Tsagaris, about whom you will hear more later)
who lived two doors down from me, came over and told me “Guess who I’ve been
talking to. Tony Galento! He’s over at the Cazana’s.” The Cazanas lived just across the street from
our house. Mr. Cazana was a fight
promoter, and Tony Galento was a houseguest visiting the Cazanas on a promo
that week. Of course, I immediately went
over and met and talked with Mr. Galento and told him my grandfather I had
heard the radio broadcast of his fight with Joe Louis at Yankee Stadium. To which he replied: “Yeah, dey stopped da fight too early. I wus gonna moida da bum.”
A
little epilogue: several years later,
when I was living and working at Los Alamos, I saw a movie, On the Water
Front, starring Marlon Brando. Tony
Galento had a minor part in the production, and I immediately recognized him on
the screen from meeting and talking with him in Knoxville several years
before.
Tony
Galento had minor parts in several other Hollywood movies as well. He was one of a kind.
My Student
Years at Central High School: 1940-1944
Grades 9-12
When I started at Central High
School in September 1940, I don’t remember making any
conscious decisions
regarding what specific courses I would take.
My mother said I should take at
least one year of Latin. It seemed to be the sensible thing to take
all the math and science available,
which I did. English, of course, was required each of the
four years (grades 9-12), and Latin and
French were the only languages taught
other than English. I would take two
years of Latin in my
junior and senior years.
Our principal, Miss Hassie K.
Gresham, was not only the principal of Central High School,
but was a dedicated
and superlative educator. She was that
rarity: a benign autocrat. I would later
learn that her reputation went well beyond Central High School. During my junior year at Baylor
University
(several years later), a visiting professor at Baylor was giving an invited
lecture in a class I
was taking. In his
lecture, he referred to (without naming) a modern-day educator who had made a
great difference in the lives of many young people. Something he said (I can’t remember what)
clued me that he just might be talking about Miss Gresham. After the lecture, I asked him if the
person
he had referred to might be Miss Hassie K Gresham. He showed great surprise, and
confirmed that
it was indeed Miss Gresham. I told him she had been the principal at Central
High
School in Fountain City, TN when I was there during 1940-1944.
Although she was the principal of the school, she also
taught each English class one day per
week.
All ninth grade English students read and discussed Shakespeare’s play
“Julius Caesar” once a
week. All tenth
grade English students read and discussed Shakespeare’s play “The Merchant of
Venice” once a week. All in eleventh
grade students English read and discussed Shakespeare’s play
“Macbeth” once a
week. All twelfth grade English students
read and discussed Shakespeare’s play
“Hamlet” once a week. We were required to memorize certain passage
from each of these plays,
some of which I still remember. Miss Gresham led her classes in thoughtful
and active discussions,
and a lot of spirited student participation.
By the time I graduated from high
school in May 1944, I had gotten a pretty good high
school education in the sciences and math. My grades were pretty mediocre for the most
part. I had,
in fact, failed plane
geometry during my junior year, but had repeated it and passed it, along with
passing trigonometry in my senior year.
Aside from Miss Gresham’s teaching,
I also acquired a good appreciation for American and
English literature other
than just that of Shakespeare.
Particularly, did I enjoy Jack London’s Call of
the Wild and
White Fang, Dicken’s A Tale of Two Cities, and Longfellow’s epic
poem “Evangeline,”
some of which I can still quote at some length.
Also, of course, I had two years of
Latin under my belt (with good grades), and the required
year of American
History from Miss Nannie Lee Hicks, who was also a particularly good teacher. So
all in all, my grades in high school
ranged from A to F. But I had learned a
lot.
My New Athletic Record at
CHS
During my first year at CHS, Coach Parry taught my gym
class. He was always on the
lookout for
new basketball talent. Early in the year
after some “warm up” play, he had us playing
dribble/pass/shoot, and then had
us line up in no particular order and watched each of us take ten
“free throws”
from the free-throw foul line. When it
came my turn to take my ten free throw shots, I
felt pretty good. We apparently had a lot of
basketball-challenged boys in that gym class.
I think no
one had hit more than three or four free throws during their
turns. I knew I could beat that. I stepped
up to the free-throw line and took
my ten shots. After my last shot Coach
Parry said something like:
“I don’t
think I’ve ever seen that done before.
That might be a new school record.”
I might have set
a new school record by missing all ten free throws from
the foul line.
Other Notable Athletic
Feats in High School
My best sports were baseball and tennis, but we didn’t
have either of those at CHS. Since I
was
a wiry little guy then, I decided to go out for track in my sophomore
year. I wasn’t particularly
fast, but I
had good stamina. We didn’t do cross
country in competition, but I did enter some meets
running mile and half-mile
in a couple of meets I never came in
first, but I don’t think I ever came
in last, either.
But I got interesting in pole-vaulting when I read
somewhere along the way a book about the
history of the modern Olympic
games. They were then all track and
field events—running and
jumping, which I found particularly attractive as
participating sports. We also had at CHS
a pole-
vaulter named John Adair. That
looked like a fun thing to get into, so why not try it. I also at that
time read an article in the
Readers Digest about the world’s best pole-vaulter, Cornelius Warmerdam,
who
had cleared 15 feet many times before anyone else had done it once. All vaulting poles then
were rigid bamboo
poles, unlike the flexible fiberglass poles that came into use in the
1960s. But I
had no idea where to get a
bamboo pole (except at a big bamboo grove in Tifton).
In the summer that followed, I had a paper route and mowed
grass and was making a little
money. So,
I went over to the Farragut Lumber and bought some pieces of wood. I had them split an
eight-foot 2x4 and
brought it home and using a plane rounded one of the 2x2 pieces into a rounded
pole. It weighed about half as much as I
did (a little hyperbole there). There
was a small vacant lot
next door to where we were living on Fountain Park
Boulevard. There I dug a sawdust pit,
made a
couple of standards, and practiced pole-vaulting the rest of the
summer. But when I got back to
school in
September (my junior year), our track coach had been drafted into the military,
and we
didn’t have a track team my last two years of high school.
Not only that, the next spring, my dad decided to plow up
the vacant lot where I had my
vaulting pit and plant a “Victory Garden.” Since the entry of the U.S. into WWII, there
was food
rationing, so victory gardens were common and practical, as well as
patriotic.
Before leaving the subject of pole
vaulting, which will come up again later in my life, I once
had occasion to
talk with the great Cornelius Warmerdam on the telephone when my some of my
own
kids were introduced to pole vaulting.
Warmerdam was then a track coach at the University of
California at
Fresno. I didn’t know if he was still
living at that time (ca. 1982). I called
Bob
Creamer, editor of Sports Illustrated, who flipped through his Rolodex and
came up with a phone
number where Warmerdam probably could be reached. I called and got Warmerdam on the line. We
talked a little about the history of
pole-vaulting from the time of the rigid pole to the flexible pole
now, and
some things regarding rigid pole techniques that he had used. But he advised me to get my
pole-vaulters on
fiberglass and have them to learn to bend it.
Years later, I read (also “Sports
Illustrated”) an article by Frank Deford eulogizing Cornelius
Warmerdam after
he had died in the year 2000. Among
other things written by Deford, he said:
“…
he (Warmerdam) ruled his discipline to an extent that no one has ever
approached in any sport.
Warmerdam was a
pole-vaulter, which is not exactly like being in the main stream, but using the
old
bamboo pole, he was the first man ever to clear 15 feet, almost got to 16,
and for most of the decade
of the 1940s, he regularly beat his opposition by
more than a foot.”
More about pole-vaulting later in my
story.
My
Junior Year in High School: Summer 1943
As the end of my third year in high
school drew near, I had a mixed feeling of apprehension
and anticipation—a
curious mix. First, the anticipation
part: some ten years after my sister
Bunny
had been born in Waycross, GA, we were now expecting the arrival of a new
family member. Over
that ten-year span,
our lives had changed enormously. I had
been a proper big brother to my two
younger sisters Diane and Bunny, and had
never had a thought that another member might be added
to our family. My mother was then age 37—no spring chicken,
but she was in good health. She was
socially active, and ran our household smoothly. My dad, age 39, seemed to be in much better
health
than ever before. And we as a
family were very pleased at the prospect of having a new family
member. We didn’t know whether it would be a boy or a
girl, and I secretly harbored a hope that I
would get a new little brother out
of this new deal. But just having the
prospect of a new baby in our
family was exciting to all of us.
On May 4, 1943 my new little baby
sister, Myra Gail, was born. When I
first saw her, I
thought she was the most beautiful little creature, I had ever
seen. She was far too pretty to be a
boy,
and I was overwhelmingly glad to have her as my new little baby
sister. How could I have ever
wished for
a brother!
My dad was obviously as pleased as I
was, and he was still on cloud nine when I informed
him of what I had been
anxious about. I brought home my final
report card. He was working in his
victory garden when I showed him my report card. I had failed plane geometry for the
year. He
noted the F and didn’t blow up
as I was expecting him to. He was
obviously unhappy, but said
gruffly “We’ll talk about that later, but go get
your work clothes on and come out and help me.”
He
did take note of my final grade of A in Latin.
When we worked and talked, I said I
intended to retake and pass plane geometry in the
coming year and to stay with
my plan to take trigonometry as well to complete the four years of
math. He seemed dubious, but I did what I said I
would do in my senior year, and passed them all.
Barely.
But I got another A in 2nd year Latin. We had read Caesar’s Gallic Wars: Et omnes Gallia i
in partes tres divisa
erat, et cetera.
I had enjoyed studying Shakespeare’s
Julius Caesar during my freshman year at CHS, and
reading Caesar’s
Gallic Wars was icing on the cake.
It was hard but it was worth the effort.
Maybe I
should have been a Roman.
On
Driving—Learning and Teaching
Learning to drive a car and getting
your drivers license has been a right of passage for young
folks as long as
there have been cars. So it was for
me.
My first such experience was in
Summer 1939. My family was visiting our
Georgia relatives
in Tifton. While we
were there, my dad and I drove out to some unpaved and rarely used road on the
edge of Tifton. Then and there he first
showed me about using the clutch, accelerator, brake,
gearshift, etc. I don’t know why he chose that time and place
to begin teaching me about driving. I
was age 12 almost 13.
The state of Georgia had pretty lax
conditions for a driver’s permit. Just
pay $2 at the nearest
State Patrol Office and that was it. No testing or age requirements.
We were living in Knoxville at the
time. Over the next three years, I got
some instruction and
driving experience with my dad and sometimes Clarence Jett
(Clarence was married to Mariah
Lennon:
they were long-time close friends of my folks).
When I became age 16, I took and
passed my test and got my Tennessee drivers license. So
one day in Summer 1943, the summer my baby
sister Myra was born, I got the bright idea of teaching
my oldest sister Diane
how to drive. She was almost age
14. My mom had taken my sister Bunny
and
baby Myra somewhere, and Diane and I were at the house by ourselves. The car was sitting in
the driveway (a long
straight gravel driveway) along side our house.
It seemed like a good time and
place to teach Diane about driving (I
seem to have this compulsion to teach people things). Anyway,
as I sat beside her, she slowly and
carefully drove back and forth on the driveway.
Once as she was
backing out slowly and carefully, she was almost out
into the street that ran in front of our house.
I
told her to stop, and she got flustered and hit the accelerator
instead of the brake. We zoomed out
back
across the street and hit a fireplug on the other side of the street. We ended up with the back
bumper on top of
the fireplug. There was a little damage
to the bumper and the trunk, and the
bumper had to be lifted off the top of the
fireplug. We somehow managed to get the
car off the
fireplug, and I drovc it back into the garage and closed the
door. Diane said it was at least partly
her
fault, and we should share the blame.
But I knew that wouldn’t cut it with my dad, and it was my
problem, not
hers. He was big on personal
accountability, and it would be mine.
I worked a paper route then and it
was time to go pick up my bundle of newspapers, so I
hopped on my bike and left
the scene of the crime and went to deliver newspapers.
That night when my dad came home
from work and we had finished supper, I hadn’t yet told
him what had
happened. He was going out to the garage
to get his garden tools to work in the victory
garden, so I got up and followed
him out and began to tell him what had happened. When he got the
garage doors open, and saw
the damage, he didn’t react as much as I expected. Actually, I think all
that summer he had been
in a softer mood since the arrival of his new little daughter.
Later, I had the feeling that he had
another thing on his mind—the war wasn’t going at all
well, and I would in all
likelihood be called up for military service after I graduated the coming
year.
The Japanese had gained control of
all of the Western Pacific. We had
suffered some major losses
over the last two years, and had a long way to go,
at a high cost of lives, before defeating a
determined and tenacious Imperial
Japanese Army.
Anyway, my dad took me up on my
offer to pay for the car repairs, which took most of my
paper route earnings
for the next several months. Lesson
learned:
·
Doing things you’re not prepared for can be
costly.
·
Being a good driver doesn’t equate to being a
good driving teacher.
High School, The
Navy V-5 Program, 1943-1944
The United States had entered World
War II when the Japanese had bombed Pearl Harbor on a Sunday morning, December
7, 1941. That got us into WWII, so my
life during the last two and a half years in high school was increasingly
colored by the ongoing war in the Pacific, as well as the war in Europe. The military draft had been instituted (all
males 18 or over were subject to draft for service into the military). War industries were rapidly building up,
aircraft, ships, tanks, guns, and all else need to fight the modern war. There was rationing of food, fuel, and other
goods in short supply. The military
needs came first. The wars in the
European, African, Asian, as well as the Pacific theatre, had been raging full
tilt during my last two and a half years of high school.
During my senior year (1943-1944), I
applied to enter the U.S. Navy V-5 program.
It was open to qualified high school graduates. It involved some college training and, upon
successful completion of the flight training program, a commission in the U. S.
Navy as a fighter pilot. After all the
necessary paper work and preliminary screening was completed in Knoxville, I
was sent to Nashville where I with several others who had similarly been
screened and would be further screened and tested. At the end of the first full day of
examinations, testing, and interviewing, all but of two of that small number
from Knoxville had washed out. I was one
of the two “still standing.” More
interviews and other tests were scheduled for the next day. For most of that second day, we two were
still in the running. Late in the day, a
psychologist, a Naval officer, was interviewing me and pushing me pretty
hard. He detected my stuttering, which I
had managed to hide up to that point. I
got into a little trouble, and he stopped me.
He quietly asked me to relax and just repeat after him the words: Methodist, Episcopalian. I knew then I was dead meat. The interviewer, a Naval officer, was
solicitous. He had some good things to
say about my apparent capabilities, but the bottom line was the same. I was no longer under consideration for the
Navy V-5 Program. I was sent home and
intended to enlist in the Navy after my coming graduation from high school.
A few months later in May 1944, I
did graduate. I remember my last day at
school and while getting on the school bus to go home, I told myself that I
never intended to go back to school. I
was through with school and just wanted to join the Navy. I was only 17 but had the required parental
permission to join before turning 18.
After age 18, I would likely be drafted into the Army.
Although my folks wanted me to start
college, I had no intention of doing so, but would instead join the Navy.
I went to see a Navy recruiter and
was found acceptable, but held off making a commitment for now. So I was through with school and happy to be
so. I had given up my paper route, and
had put my bike up for sale. It was
seven years old, but it was still a good bike as I had taken good care of
it. I figured I would have a little fun
before I went away to the Navy. I had
plenty of time before turning 18.
Oak Ridge -- Summer 1944
After graduation in May 1944, I
still had some four months before turning age 18 and thus be subject to the
draft. But I was curious about some
secret project going on at a place called Oak Ridge, about 20 miles to the northwest
of Knoxville. There had been a number of
want ads in the local newspapers for all kinds of skilled workers. Most were in the construction trades, but
occasionally, there were cryptic-sounding jobs being posted in some of the
ads.
Before I committed to the local Navy
recruiting office, I saw this curiously not-very-informative ad for certain
(unspecified) technical aptitudes to be trained for certain (unspecified)
technical operations. I wondered what that
was all about. Although I had already
talked with the Navy recruiter, I wanted to check out this (unspecified)
technical operations thing. Just
checking it out. I wasn’t really looking
for a job.
The ad just said if interested, to
come to some (given) address on Union Avenue in Knoxville between the hours of
(whatever). No phone number or the name
of the company, just a street address.
So the next morning, I hopped on my bike and went to town to check it
out. The place was, as I recall, a
dumpy-looking little office building on Union Avenue just off Gay Street, right
behind Millers Department Store. The
address was on the door. I opened it and
went in and spoke to the lady sitting at the desk and said I was there in
response to a want ad I had seen in the Knoxville News Sentinel. She said to take a seat and gave me some
forms to fill out. Mr. (whoever) would
be with me in a few minutes. Eventually
a man came out of one of the several offices I could see and asked me to come
with him. He read my completed form and
asked me some questions. I told him I
planned to join the Navy before early September, my 18th
birthday. As I recall, he got up and
left, then came back with another guy.
They said they were interested and if I wanted to pursue it, to come
back in about three or four hours.
Something like that.
Anyway, when I returned that
afternoon, a man asked me, among other things, if I had ever heard of the
Kellex Corporation. I associated it with
something at Oak Ridge. They talked some
among themselves then asked if I would be interested in a job offer that would
involve about two weeks of classroom instruction and some period of supervised
hands-on training. It paid 90 cents per
hour, and I would get free transportation between my home and where I would be
working, and I would sign a statement of understanding that I would not talk
with anyone about my job. Okay? Yep.
I would commit to stay on until
sometime in August, and if I wanted to stay after that, Kellex could probably
get me a deferment as an essential worker.
Okay? Yep.
When I got home late that afternoon,
my parents were curious, of course, when I told them I had a job and would
start work the coming Monday. I couldn’t
tell them any more than that. While we
were talking my friend Walter Matthews, came over to tell me about a book he
had started reading. I think it was an
English translation of Das Kapital by Karl Marx, a radical German
socialist. Walter was a geek like me,
and we had a number of common interests.
Walter was also a year younger than me and went to Knoxville High School
and was in the ROTC. Of course, he was
curious when I told him I had a new job, but I couldn’t tell him any more than
I had told my parents.
Long-time residents of East
Tennessee considered Oak Ridge to be a mysterious, super-secret, place where
big important things were going on, but nobody knew just what. But everyone understood that if you work
there, you don’t talk about it. Some
time during my senior year at high school, a new family had moved into our
neighborhood. They had twin boys about
Diane’s age with whom I had become acquainted.
I happened to meet their father, who I understood worked at Oak Ridge. I asked him what he did at Oak Ridge. His reply was that he painted polka dots on
submarines. I thought that was pretty
funny.
Anyway—sure enough at the appointed
time on Monday morning, an olive drab car bearing U.S. Government license tags
showed up in front of my house on Fountain Park Boulevard in Knoxville. The driver picked me up. He had another guy he had already picked
up. We headed out west on Kingston
Pike. There was little or no
conversation. After a while, I didn’t
know where we were, as I had never been to Oak Ridge.
The driver took me to a place in Oak
Ridge called K-25. I was taken into this
huge building, the biggest I had ever seen and eventually I was taken to a
classroom with equipment that I had no idea what it was. There were several other guys there
apparently for the same reason as I. I
seemed to be the youngest in the small group.
We had several days of intensive instruction about the theory and
operation of a helium leak detector. It
would be used to detect leaks in a vacuum system. We were being taught by a young guy who had
on an Army uniform
with Technical
Sergeant stripes. We were instructed and
shown how to examine the walls of this huge vacuum system of metal pipes
connected with valves and fittings. We
would systematically scan all the surfaces of a system that seemed to go on
forever. We were not told anything about
the system or why we were doing what we were doing. I was given to understand that if any of this
huge vacuum system had even the minutest leak, it could be detected by helium
gas that would pass through the wall of the pipe. There was no horsing around—just learning to
do your job and do it well. We were
closely supervised to ensure that we followed a procedure that would minimize
the chance of missing a leak.
I liked my work over the
summer. But sometime at the end of July,
I decided to go ahead and join the Navy.
As a venturesome 17-year-old, I really wanted to get out and see more of
the world.
Once the decision was made, things
happened fast. I got sworn in and was
sent to Camp Peary, Virginia for boot training.
My big 18th birthday came
and went unnoticed by the Navy. I think
I spent that day learning how to put out an oil fire in a confined space
without getting burned up. That training
would provide some comfort in the coming year if a Kamikaze were to explode and
burn below decks. Such possibility
existed in repelling a planned attempt to invade the Japanese Home
Islands. But that will be considered in
a coming PART TWO of my story.
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